"Sir, I could not honestly take what was by right yours," she said,
looking proudly at the man, "I never meant to defraud you, or to stand
in your way. I only wish to get out of your way, now that you have
returned safely home. I am glad that you have come back, Colonel Brand,
for I regretted your death most bitterly."
Tears came to her eyes, and through them the thin visage of the soldier
seemed to narrow into a travesty of his old self, and she dashed them
away, ashamed of her weakness.
"I thank you for the kindness," said the soft, wary voice. "I did not
believe I had one friend in England who would mourn my death; perhaps,
had I known this, I should never have left it."
She glanced incredulously at him. How could he stoop to such
insincerity, who used to glory in his haughty plain speaking?
The words of kindness died upon her lips, and she turned away with a
heart-sick sigh.
"I see that I can hardly get Miss Walsingham to believe that I am not
the brutal scoffer who insulted her at Castle Brand, seven months ago,"
said he, with an ingratiating gentleness; "but I for one have lived to
see my mistake, and perhaps you may soon see yours. I have come back in
many respects a changed man."
"Changed?" faltered she, raising her wistful eyes to his. "Yes, you are.
I should not have known you."
And the shifting, contracting eyeballs answered her by dropping to the
carpet, while the olive face whitened to a deathly pallor, and the thin,
secret lips twitched suddenly.
Changed? Oh, Heaven! yes; had she been blind to read such nobility in
yon ill-favored face?
Changed? By all that was generous, brave, and true, this Colonel Brand
had belied her mad belief; no foolish devotee had ever bowed before a
more unworthy shrine than had poor Margaret Walsingham.
"One summer in the South, under such disagreeable circumstances, would
alter any man's appearance," quoth he, twisting his black mustache with
his long, brown fingers, and furtively reading her disdainful face.
"What between exposure, wounds, swamp fever, famine, and imprisonment,
personal beauty stands but a poor chance at the seat of war. But I hope
that what I have lost in personal appearance I have gained in the
qualities which a good woman admires most. I believe my heart is
bettered, my dear Miss Walsingham."
Hypocrite!
She vowed that she would rather hear that insolent laugh and the brutal
exclamation:
"Ye gods! what a Medusa!" than this silly sentimentality from St. Udo
Brand.
It was not like him to crouch at her feet, the hero whom she had
forgiven long ago for his roughness, exalting that roughness to the
pedestal of just contempt for a successful adventuress.
Why could he not, out of that nobility of heart which she had credited
him with, see that she had forgotten the old grudge long ago, and that
she was ready to do him full justice?
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