"They are ample for the purpose," she retorted, and rose to terminate
the interview.
"When am I to see you again, Miss Walsingham?" asked the softly-pitched
tones.
Without analyzing the strong impulse which prompted her, she replied:
"You are welcome to come here every evening, if you choose to make an
associate of your grandmother's companion."
And the satire checked the exaggerated deference with which he was
making his adieus, and sent him away with a touch of St. Udo's lofty
style.
She stood long at the window, following that tall, fine figure with
darkened eyes, and biting her lips fiercely.
"Oh, what a fool I have been," she groaned, when he had disappeared, "to
credit that small, chill heart with noble qualities! To invest that
suspicious soul with high impulses, and then to fall down and worship
him for a fallen god! Does not his quailing eye speak of a vile history,
of which he is such a coward as to fear the exposure? He, the gallant
soldier and invincible hero! Oh, blind world, to wear such a bandage of
credulity! He is incapable of bravery. I protest that a man with such a
downward eye could not look peril in the face. He fears me--_me_,
Margaret Walsingham, who trembled at his voice. How can this paradox be
explained? Is it possible that I have been so insanely mistaken in the
man as this?"
Colonel Brand forthwith began to visit Margaret Walsingham, with a view
to winning her for his wife, and at every interview her aversion
increased.
She soon came to shudder if she but heard his voice, and in her heart
violently contradicted every word he uttered, as if she saw the lie on
his face, when she detected his petty subterfuges to trap her interest,
and wily schemes to catch her love as regularly as he had recourse to
them. And she knew in her soul that the man was false in all except his
intention to win back his fortune.
"Where is that St. Udo Brand I mourned for?" wailed she, one evening,
after a stormy interview, when he had unwittingly disclosed the foul
distortion of his soul to her abhorring eyes. "Where has that great
spirit fled which cried for help to save itself from ruin at the hands
of Juliana Ducie? Must I accept the detestable truth that the gold which
I thought I had discovered behind the vail of sin was but tinsel all the
time, and tarnished with many an indelible stain of crime? Oh, St. Udo,
come back to me as you used to come in my grief, and reveal your sad,
heroic history once more, that I may believe in human nature again! But
for that secret, wily nature, I loathe it--oh, I loathe _that man_!" she
hissed, passionately. "Something rises up in my heart against him every
hour I see him, and whispers: 'Crush that serpent!'"
"How could he have concealed his real nature from everybody so
successfully? This wretch is not clever enough to conceal his nature
from me, and I am not particularly penetrating. _Can this be St. Udo
Brand? Good Heaven! What an idea!_"
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