Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
"Such suspicions began to creep about--rather felt in men's minds than
inferred in their speech--till her husband first, uttered the fatal
word; and then, as if set free from a spell, each one was full of
indignation at her dereliction and his injuries. Sir Boyvill was beyond
all men vain--vanity rendered him liable to jealousy--and, when jealous,
full of sore and angry feelings. His selfishness and unforgiving nature,
which had been neutralized by his wife's virtues, now, quickened by the
idea of her guilt, burst forth and engrossed every other emotion. He was
injured there where the pride of man is most accessible--branded by
pity--the tale of the world. He had feared such a catastrophe during the
first years of his wedded life, being conscious of the difference which
age and nature had placed between him and his wife. In the recesses of
his heart he had felt deeply grateful to her for having dissipated these
fears. From the moment that her prudent conduct had made him secure, he
had become another man--as far as his defective nature and narrow mind
permitted--he had grown virtuous and disinterested; but this fabric of
good qualities was the result of her influence; and it was swept away
and utterly erased from the moment she left him, and that love and
esteem were exchanged for contempt and hatred.
"Soon, very soon, had doubts of his wife's allegiance and a suspicion of
her connivance insinuated themselves. Like all evilly-inclined persons,
he jumped at once into a belief of the worst; her taking her son with
her was a mere contrivance, or worse, since her design had probably been
to carry him with her--a design frustrated by accident, and the
lukewarmness of her lover on that point; the letter left behind he
looked on as a fabrication, left there to gloss over her conduct. He
forgot her patient goodness--her purity of soul--her devoted attachment
to her children--her truth; and attributed at once the basest
artifice--the grossest want of feeling. Want of feeling in her! She
whose pulses quickened and whose blushes were called up at a word; she
who idolized her child even to a fault, and whose tender sympathy was
alive to every call; but these demonstrations of sensibility grew into
accusations. Her very goodness and guarded propriety were against her.
Why appear so perfect, except to blind? Why seclude herself, except from
fears which real virtue need never entertain? Why foster the morbid
sensibility of her child, except from a craving for that excitement
which is a token of depravity? In this bad world we are apt to consider
every deviation from stony apathy as tending at last to the indulgence
of passions against which society has declared a ban; and thus with poor
Alithea, all could see, it was said, that a nature so sensitive must end
in ill at last; and that, if tempted, she must yield to an influence
which few, even of the coldest natures, can resist.
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