Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
"Sir Boyvill was, in his own conceit, for ever placed on a pedestal; and
he loved to imagine that he could say, 'Look at me, you can see no
defect! I am a wealthy and a well-born man. I have a wife the envy of
all--children who promise to inherit all our virtues. I am
prosperous--no harm can reach me--look at me!' He was still on his
pedestal, but had become a mark for scorn, for pity! Oh, how he loathed
himself--how he abhorred her who had brought him to this pass! He had,
in her best days, often fancied that he loved her too well, yielded too
often his pride--nurtured schemes to her soft persuasions. He had indeed
believed that Providence had created this exquisite and most beautiful
being, that life might be made perfect to him. Besides, his months, and
days, and hours had been replete with her image; her very admirable
qualities, accompanied as they were by the trembling delicacy that
droops at a touch, and then revives at a word; her quickness, not of
temper, but of feeling, which received such sudden and powerful
impression, formed her to be at once admired and cherished with the care
a sweet exotic needs, when transplanted from its sunny, native clime, to
the ungenial temperature of a northern land. It was madness to recollect
all the fears he had wasted on her. _He_ had foregone the dignity of
manhood to wait on her--he had often feared to pursue his projects, lest
they should jar some delicate chord in her frame; to his own
recollection, it seemed that he had become but the lackey to her
behests--and all for the sake of a love which she bestowed on
another--to preserve that honour which she blasted without pity.
"It were in vain to attempt to delineate the full force of jealousy;
natural sorrow at losing a thing so sweet and dear was blended with
anger that he should be thrown off by her; the misery of knowing that he
should never see her more was mingled with a ferocious desire to learn
that every disaster was heaped on one whom, hitherto, he had, as well as
he could, guarded from every ill. To this we may add, commiseration for
his deserted children. His son, late so animated, so free--spirited and
joyous, a more promising child had never blessed a father's hopes, was
changed into a brooding, grief-struck, blighted visionary. His little
girl, the fairy thing he loved best of all, she was taken from him; the
carelessness of a nurse during a childish illness caused her death,
within a year after her mother's flight. Had that mother remained, such
carelessness had been impossible. Sir Boyvill felt that all good fell
from him--the only remaining golden fruit dropped from the
tree--calamity encompassed him; with his whole soul he abhorred and
desired to wreak vengeance on her who caused the ill.
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