Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
"The first allusion to his mother made by Mr. Carter caused the blood to
rush from the boy's heart, and to die crimson his cheeks, his temples,
his throat; then he grew deadly pale, and, without uttering a word,
listened to his preceptor, till suddenly taking in the nature of the
task assigned to him, every limb shook, and he answered by a simple
request to be left alone, and he would consider. No more was thought by
the unapprehensive people about, than that he was shy of being spoken to
on the subject--that he would make up his mind in his own way--and Mr.
Carter at once yielded to his request; the reserve which had shrouded
him since he lost his mother had accustomed those about him to habitual
silence. None--no one watchful, attached, intelligent eye marked the
struggles which shook his delicate frame, blanched his cheek, took the
flesh from his bones, and quickened his pulse into fever. None marked
him as he lay in bed the livelong night, with open eyes and beating
heart a prey to contending emotion. He was passed carelessly by as he
lay on the dewy grass from morn to evening, his soul torn by
grief--uttering his mother's name in accents of despair, and shedding
floods of tears.
"I said that these signs of intense feeling were not remarked--and yet
they were, in a vulgar way, by the menials, who said it would be well
when the affair was over, Master Neville took it so to heart, and was
sadly frightened. Frightened! such a coarse undistinguishing name was
given to the sacred terror of doing his still loved mother an injury,
which heaved his breast with convulsive sobs and filled his veins with
fire.
"The thought of what he was called upon to do haunted him day and night
with agony. He, her nursling, her idol, her child--he who could not
think of her name without tears, and dreamed often that she kissed him
in his sleep, and woke to weep over the delusion--he was to accuse her
before an assembled multitude--to give support to the most infamous
falsehoods--to lend his voice to stigmatize her name: and wherever she
was, kept from him by some irresistible power, but innocent as an angel,
and still loving him, she was to hear of him as her enemy, and receive a
last wound from his hand. Such appeared the task assigned to him in his
eyes, for his blunt--witted tutor had spoken of the justice to be
rendered his father, by freeing him from his fugitive wife, without
regarding the inner heart of his pupil, or being aware that his mother
sat throned there, an angel of light and goodness, the victim of ill,
but doing none.
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