Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
"When he had reached the age of twenty-one he announced to his father
his resolve to discover his mother's fate. Sir Boyvill was highly
indignant. The only circumstance that at all mitigated the disgrace of
his wife's flight was the oblivion into which she and all concerning her
had sunk. To have new inquiries set on foot, and the forgotten shame
recalled to the memories of men, appeared not less wicked than insane.
He remonstrated, he grew angry, he stormed, he forbade; but Gerard
considered that time had set a limit to his authority, and only withdrew
in silence, not the less determined to pursue his own course.
"I need not say that he met with no success; a mystery so impenetrable
at first, does not acquire clearness after time has obscured the little
ever known. Whatever were the real circumstances and feelings that
occasioned her flight, however innocent she might then be, time has
cemented his mother's union with another, and made her forget those she
left behind. Or may I not say, what I am inclined to believe, that
though the violence of another was the cause at last of guilt in her,
yet she pined for those she deserted--that her heart was soon
broken--that the sod has long since covered her form--while the
miserable man who caused all this evil is but too eager to observe a
silence which prevents his name from being loaded with the execrations
he deserves? I cannot help, therefore, regretting that Gerard insists
upon discovering the obscure grave of his miserable mother--while he,
who, whether living or dead, believes her to have been always innocent,
is to be dissuaded by no arguments, still less by the angry
denunciations of Sir Boyvill, whose conduct throughout he looks on as
being the primal cause of his mother's misfortunes.
"I have told you the tale, as nearly as I can, in the spirit in which
Gerard himself would have communicated it--such was my tacit pledge to
him; nor do I wish, by my suspicions or conjectures, to deprive him of
your sympathy, and the belief he wishes you to entertain of his mother's
innocence; but truth will force its way, and who can think her wholly
guiltless? Would to God! oh, how often and how fervently have I prayed
that Gerard were cured of the madness which renders his life a wild,
unprofitable dream; and, looking soberly on the past, consent to bury in
oblivion misfortunes and errors which are beyond all cure, and which it
is worse than vain to remember."
CHAPTER XXI
There was to Elizabeth a fascinating interest in the story related by
Lady Cecil. Elizabeth had no wild fairy-like imagination. Her talents,
which were remarkable, her serious, thoughtful mind, was warmed by the
vital heat emanating from her affections--whatever regarded these, moved
her deeply.
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