Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
Returning homeward, he felt impelled to prolong his tour, he visited
some of the lakes of Westmoreland, and the mountain scenery of
Derbyshire. The thought of return was painful, so he lingered on the
way, and wrote for his letters to be forwarded to him. He had been some
weeks without receiving any from Elizabeth, and he felt extreme
impatience again to be blessed with the sight of her handwriting--he
felt how passionately he loved her--how to part from her was to part
from every joy of life; he called himself her father--his heart
acknowledged the tie in every pulsation; no father ever worshipped a
child so fervently; her voice, her smile--and dear loving eyes, where
were they?--they were far, but here was something--a little packet of
letters, that must for the present stand in lieu of the dearer blessing
of her presence. He looked at the papers with delight--he pressed them
to his lips--he delayed to open them, as if he did not deserve the joy
they would communicate--as if its excess would overpower him. "I purpose
parting from her," he thought; "but still she is mine, mine when she
traced those lines--mine as I read the expressions of her affection;
there are hours of delight garnered for me in those little sealed
talismans that nothing future or past can tarnish, and yet the name of
Neville will be there!" The thought brought a cold chill with it, and he
opened the letters hastily to know the worst.
Elizabeth had half forgotten the pain with which Falkner had at one time
shrunk from a name become so dear to her; when she wrote, her heart was
full of Gerard's story--and, besides, she had had letters from her
father speaking of him with kindness, so that she indulged herself by
alluding to it--to the disappearance of his mother and Gerard's misery;
the trial--the brutality of Sir Boyvill; and last, to the resolution
formed in childhood, brooded over through youth, now acted upon, to
discover his mother's destroyer. "Nor is it," she wrote, "any vulgar
feeling of vengeance that influences him--but the purest and noblest
motives. She is stigmatized as unworthy--he would vindicate her fame.
When I hear the surmises, the accusations cast on her, I feel with him.
To hear a beloved parent accused of guilt, must indeed be the most
bitter wo; to believe her innocent, and to prove her such, the only
alleviation. God grant that he may succeed!--and though I wish no ill to
any human being, yet rather may the height of evil fall on the head of
the true criminal, than continue to cloud the days of a being whose soul
is moulded in sensibility and honour!"
"Thus do you pray, heedless Elizabeth! May the true criminal feel the
height of evil; may he--whom you have saved from death--endure tortures
compared to which a thousand deaths were nothing! Be it so! you shall
have your wish!"
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