Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
Yet his heart, despite its sufferings, warmed with something like
pleasure when, after a tedious journey of three days, he drew near his
home, where he hoped to find Elizabeth. He had misgivings; he had asked
her to return, but she might have written to request a delay--no! she
was there; she had been there two days, anxiously expecting him. It is
so sweet a thing to hear the voice of one we love welcoming us on our
return home! It seems to assure us of a double existence; not only in
our own identity--which we bear perpetually about with us--but in the
heart we leave behind, which has thought of us--lived for us, and now
beats with warm pleasure on beholding the expected one. On the whole
earth Falkner loved none but Elizabeth. He hated himself; the past--the
present--the future, as they appertained to him, were all detestable;
remorse, grief, and loathsome anticipation made up the sum of feelings
with which he regarded them: but here, bright and beautiful; without
taint; all affection and innocence--a monument of his own good feelings,
a lasting rock to which to moor his every hope, stood before him the
child of his adoption; his heart felt bursting when he thought of all
she was to him.
Yet a doubt entered to mar his satisfaction--was she changed? If love
had insinuated itself into her heart, he was rejected; at least the
plenteous, abundant fountain, that gave from its own source, would be
changed to the still waters that neither received increase nor bestowed
any overflowing. Worse than this--she loved Gerard Neville, the son of
his victim, he whose life was devastated by him, who would regard him
with abhorrence. He would teach Elizabeth to partake this feeling. The
blood stood chilled in Falkner's heart when he thought of thus losing
the only being he loved on earth.
He mastered these feelings when he saw her. The first moment, indeed,
when she flew to his arms, and expressed with eager fondness her delight
in seeing him again, was all happiness. She perceived the traces of
suffering on his brow, and chided herself for having remained away so
long; she promised never to absent herself thus again. Every remembered
look and tone of her dear face and voice, now brought palpably before
him, was a medicine to Falkner. He repressed his uneasiness, he banished
his fears; for a few hours he made happiness his own again.
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