Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
This sudden departure led to a thousand topics of interest; to his
hopes--his certainty that all would soon be revealed, and he rewarded
for his long suffering. Such ideas led him to speak of the virtues of
his mother, which were the foundation of his hopes. He spoke of her as
he remembered her; he described her watchful tenderness, her playful but
well-regulated treatment of himself. Still in his dreams, he said, he
sometimes felt pressed in her arms, and kissed with all the passionate
affection of her maternal heart; in such sweet visions her cry of agony
would mingle; it seemed the last shriek of wo and death. "Can you
wonder," continued Neville, "can my father, can Sophia wonder, that,
recollecting all these things, I will not bear without a struggle that
my mother's name should be clouded, her fate encompassed by mystery and
blame, her very warm, kind feelings and enchanting sensibility turned
into accusations against her? I do indeed hope and believe that I shall
learn the truth whither I am going, and that the unfortunate victim of
lawless violence, of whom Osborne spoke, is my lost mother; but, if I am
disappointed in this expectation, I shall not for that give up my
pursuit; it will only whet my purpose to seek the truth elsewhere."
"And that truth may be less sad than you anticipate," said Elizabeth;
"yet I cannot help fearing that the miserable tragedy which you have
heard is connected with your mother's fate."
"That it is a tragedy may well dash my eagerness," replied Neville;
"for, right or wrong, I cannot help feeling, that to see her again--to
console her for her sufferings--to show that she is remembered, loved,
idolized by her son, would be a dearer reward to me than triumph over
the barbarous condemnation of the world, if that triumph is to be
purchased by having lost her for ever. This is not an heroic feeling, I
confess--"
"If it be heroism," said Elizabeth, "to find our chief good in serving
others; if compassion, sympathy, and generosity be greater virtues, as I
believe, than cold self-absorbed severity, then is your feeling founded
on the purest portion of our nature."
While they were thus talking, seated near each other, Elizabeth's face
beaming with celestial benignity, and Neville, in the warmth of his
gratitude for her approval, had taken her hand and pressed it to his
lips, the door opened, and Falkner slowly entered. He had not heard of
the arrival of the stranger; but seeing a guest with Elizabeth, he
divined in a moment who it was. The thought ran through his frame like
an ice-bolt--his knees trembled under him--cold dew gathered on his
brow--for a moment he leaned against the doorway, unable to support
himself; while Elizabeth, perceiving his entrance, blushing, she knew
not why, and now frightened by the ghastly pallor of his face, started
up, exclaiming, "My father! Are you ill?"
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