Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
Elizabeth put her arm round his neck and kissed him. "Thank you," said
Falkner, "and God bless you for this kindness. I shall indeed be glad if
you, from your heart, pardon and excuse me. Meanwhile, my love, there is
something to be done. These papers contain an account of the miserable
past; you must read them, and then let Mr. Neville have them without
delay."
"Nay," said Elizabeth, "spare me this one thing--do not ask me to read
the history of any one error of yours. In my eyes you must ever be the
first and best of human beings--if it has ever been otherwise, I will
not hear of it. You shall never be accused of guilt before me, even by
yourself."
"Call it, then, my justification," said Falkner. "But do not refuse my
request--it is necessary. If it be pain, pardon me for inflicting it;
but bear it for my sake--I wrote this narrative when I believed myself
about to die in Greece, for the chief purpose of disclosing the truth to
you. I have told my story truly and simply; you can have it from no one
else, for no human being breathes who knows the truth except myself.
Yield, then--you have ever been yielding to me--yield, I beseech you, to
my solemn request; do not shrink from hearing of my crimes--I hope soon
to atone them. And then perform one other duty: send these papers to
your friend--you know where he is."
"He will call here this evening at nine."
"By that time you will have finished; I am going to town now, but shall
return to-night. Mr. Neville will be come and gone before then, and you
will know all. I do not doubt but that you will pity me--such is your
generosity, that perhaps you may love me still--but you will be shocked
and wretched, and I the cause. Alas! how many weapons do our errors
wield, and how surely does retribution aim at our defenceless side! To
know that I am the cause of unhappiness to you, my sweet girl, inflicts
a pang I cannot endure with any fortitude. But there is a remedy, and
all will be well in the end."
Elizabeth hung over him as he spoke, and he felt a tear warm on his
cheek, fallen from her eye--he was subdued by this testimony of her
sympathy--he strained her to his heart; but, in a moment after, he
reassumed his self-command, and, kissing her, bade her farewell, and
then left her to the task of sorrow he had assigned.
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