Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
"A criminal feels all mankind to be his foes, the whole frame of society
is erected for his especial ruin. Before he had a right to choose his
habitation in the land of his forefathers--and, placing the sacred name
of liberty between himself and power, none dared check his freeborn
steps--his will was his law; the limits of his physical strength were
the only barriers to his wildest wanderings--he could walk erect and
fear the eye of no man. He who commits a crime forfeits these
privileges. Men from out the lowest grade of society can say to him,
'You must come with us!'--they can drag him from those he loves, immure
him in a loathsome cell, dole out scant portions of the unchartered air,
make a show of him, lead him to death, and throw his body to the dogs;
and society, which for the innocent would have raised one cry of horror
against the perpetrators of such outrages, look on and clap their hands
with applause.
"This is a vulgar aspect of the misery of which I speak--a crime may
never be discovered. Mine lies buried in my own breast. Years have
passed, and none point at me and whisper, 'There goes the murderer!' But
do I not feel that God is my enemy, and my own heart whispers
condemnation? I know that I am an impostor--that any day may discover
the truth; but more heavy than any fear of detection is the secret
hidden in my own heart; the icy touch of the death I caused creeps over
me during the night. I am pursued by the knowledge that naught I do can
prosper, for the cry of innocence is raised against me, and the earth
groans with the secret burden I have committed to her bosom. That the
death-blow was not actually dealt by my hand in no manner mitigates the
stings of conscience. My act was the murderer, though my intention was
guiltless of death.
"Is there a man who at some time has not desired to possess, by illegal
means, a portion of another's property, or to obey the dictates of an
animal instinct, and plant his foot on the neck of his enemy? Few are so
cold of blood or temperate of mood as not, at some one time, to have
felt hurried beyond the demarcations set up by conscience and law; few
but have been tempted without the brink of the forbidden; but they
stopped, while I leaped beyond--there is the difference between us.
Falsely do they say who allege that there is no difference in guilt
between the thought and act; to be tempted is human; to resist
temptation--surely, if framed like me, such is to raise us from our
humanity into the sphere of angels.
"Many are the checks afforded us. Some are possessed by fear; others are
endowed by a sensibility so prophetic of the evil that must ensue, that
perforce they cannot act the thing they desire; they tremble at the idea
of being the cause of events over whose future course they can have no
control; they fear injuring others--and their own remorse.
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