Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
"I made some observation expressive of my abhorrence of Mr. Neville's
character, and my friend continued--'Disagreeable and shallow as he is,
one would have thought that the society of so superior, so perfect a
woman, would reconcile him to her sex, but I verily believe he is
jealous of her surpassing excellence; and that it is not so much a
natural, and I might almost call it generous, fear of losing her
affections, as a dislike of seeing her admired, and knowing that she is
preferred to him, especially now that he absolutely looks an old fellow.
Poor Alithea Rivers--hers is a hard fate!'
"I had a glass of wine in my hand; my convulsive grasp shivered the
brittle thing, but I gave no other outward sign; before, I was
miserable, I had lost all that made life dear; but to know that she was
lost to herself, bound for life to a human brute, curdled my heart's
blood, and spread an unnatural chilliness through my frame.
"What a sacrifice was there; a sacrifice of how much more than life, of
the heart's sweetest feelings, when a spirit, sent to gladden the world,
and cast one drop of celestial nectar into the bitterness of existence,
was made garbage for that detested animal; from that moment, from the
moment I felt assured that I had seen Alithea's husband, something
departed from the world, such as I had once known it, never to return
again. A sense of acquiescence in the decrees of Providence, of
confidence in the benevolence and beauty of the universe, of pride,
despite all my misfortunes, in being man, of pleasure in the loveliness
of nature, all departed! I had lost her--that was nothing; it was my
disaster, but did not injure the order and grace of the creation; she
was, I fondly trusted, married to a better man than I; but, bound to
that grovelling and loathsome type of the world's worst qualities, the
devil usurped at once the throne of God, and life became a hell.
"'You are miserable, Alithea! you must be miserable! For you there is no
sympathy, no mingling of hearts, no generous confidence in another's
esteem and kindness, no indulgence in golden imaginations of the beauty
of life. You are tied to a foul, corrupting corpse. You are cut off from
the dear associations of the social hearth, from the dignified sense of
having exchanged virgin purity for a sweeter and more valuable
possession in another's heart; coldly and listlessly you look on the day
which brings no hope to you, if, indeed, you do not rave and blaspheme
in your despair. Oh! with me, the brother of your soul, your servant,
lover, untiring friend, how differently had your lot been cast!"
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