Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
"My talk of other days at first soothed, then excited, and threw her off
her guard. By degrees I approached the object of all my talk, and drew
her to speak of her father, and the motives that induced her marriage.
My knowledge and vivid recollections of all that belonged to her made
her unawares speak, as she had not done since we parted, the undisguised
truth; and before she knew what she had said, I had led her to confess
that she had never loved her husband; that she found no sympathy, and
little kindness in him; that her life had been one of endurance of
faults alien to her own temperament. Had I been more cautious, I had
allowed this to pass off at first, and won her entire confidence before
I laid bare my own thoughts; for all she said had never before been
breathed into any living ear but mine. It was her principle to submit,
and to hide her sense of her husband's defective disposition; and had I
not, with a serpent's subtlety, glided on imperceptibly; had I not
brought forward her mother's name, and the memory of childhood's
cloudless years, she had been mute with me. But now I could contain
myself no longer. I told her that I had seen the miserable being to whom
she was linked. I uttered curses on the fate that had joined them
together. She laid her hand on my arm, and looking in my face with
confiding innocence, 'Hush, Rupert,' she said, 'you make me mean more
than I would willingly have you think. He is not unkind; I have no right
to complain; it is not in every man that we can find a brother's or a
friend's heart. Neville does not understand these things; but he is my
husband; as such I honour him.'
"I saw the internal feeling that led her to speak thus; I saw the
delicate forbearance that filled her noble mind. She thought of her
virgin faith plighted--long years spent at his side--her children--her
fidelity, which, if it had ceased to cling to him, had never wandered,
even in thought, to another; duties exemplarily fulfilled--earnest
strivings to forget his worthlessness. All this honour for her own pure
nature, she cheated herself into believing was honour paid to him. I
resolved to tear the veil which her gentleness and sense of right had
drawn before the truth, and I exclaimed, impetuously, 'Wrong yourself
not so much, dear girl! do not fancy that your high soul can really bow
down to baseness. You pay reverence to your own sense of duty; but you
hate--you must hate that man.'
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