Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
on her reaching it, quickly and alone; and she was doomed never to see
it more. She advances resolutely, but cautiously. The waves rise
higher--she is in the midst of the stream--her footing becomes more
unsteady--does she look back?--there is no return--her heart proudly
repels the very thought of desiring it. She gathers her garments about
her--she looks right onward--she steps more carefully--the surges buffet
her--they rise higher and higher--the spray is dashed over her head, and
blinds her sight--a false step--she falls--the waters open to ingulf
her--she is borne away. One thought of her Gerard--one prayer to Heaven,
and the human eye can pursue the parting soul no farther. She is lost to
earth--none upon it can any longer claim a portion in her.
But she is innocent. The last word murmured in her last sleep--the last
word human ears heard her utter, was her son's name. To the last she was
all mother; her heart filled with that deep yearning, which a young
mother feels to be the very essence of her life, for the presence of her
child. There is something so beautiful in a young mother's feelings.
Usually a creature to be fostered and protected--taught to look to
another for aid and safety; yet a woman is the undaunted guardian of her
little child. She will expose herself to a thousand dangers to shield
his fragile being from harm. If sickness or injury approach him, her
heart is transfixed by terror: readily, joyfully, she would give her own
blood to sustain him. The world is a hideous desert when she is
threatened to be deprived of him; and when he is near, and she takes him
to the shelter of her bosom, and wraps him in her soft, warm embrace,
she cares for nothing beyond that circle; and his smiles and infantine
caresses are the life of her life. Such a mother was Alithea; and in
Gerard she possessed a son capable of calling forth in its intensity,
and of fully rewarding, her maternal tenderness. What wonder, when she
saw him cast pitilessly down on the road-side--alive or dead she knew
not--the wheel of the carriage that bore her away might have crushed and
destroyed his tender limbs--what wonder that she should be threatened by
instant death, through the excess of her agony? What wonder that,
reviving from death, her first and only thought was to escape--to get
back to him--to clasp him to her heart--never to be severed more?
How glad, and yet how miserable, Gerard would be to read this tale. His
proudest and fondest assertions certified as true, and yet to feel that
he had lost her for ever, whose excellence was proved to be thus
paramount. Elizabeth's reflections now rested on him--and now turned to
Falkner--and now she opened the manuscript again, and read anew--and
then again her heart made its commentary, and she wept and rejoiced; and
longed to comfort her father, and congratulate Neville, all in a breath.
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