Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
"It is hard, at the moment you discover that he was the cause of your
mother's death, to ask your sympathy for his sufferings and high-minded
contrition. I leave you to follow the dictates of your own heart with
regard to him. For myself, attached to him as I am by every sentiment of
affection and gratitude, I am, from this moment, more than ever devoted
to his service, and eager to prove to him my fidelity.
"These words come from myself. My father knows not what I write. He
simply told me to inform you that he should remain here; and if you
desired aught of him, he was ready at your call. He thinks, perhaps, you
may require further explanation--further guidance to your mother's
grave. Oh, secret and obscure as it is, is it not guarded by angels?
Have you not been already led to it?"
She left off abruptly--she heard a ring at the outer gate--the hour had
come--it must be Neville! She placed the papers in the writing-case, and
directing and sealing the letter, gave both to the servant, to be
delivered to him. Scarcely was this done, when suddenly it flashed
across her how the relative situations of Neville and herself were
changed. That morning she had been his chosen friend--into her ear he
poured the history of his hopes and fears--he claimed her sympathy--and
she felt that from her he derived a happiness never felt before. Now he
must regard her as the daughter of his mother's destroyer, and should
she ever see him more? Instinctively she rushed to the highest room of
the house to catch one other glimpse. By the time she reached the
window, the act was fulfilled that changed both their lives--the packet
given. Dimly, in the twilight, she saw a horseman emerge from under the
wall of the garden, and slowly cross the heath; slowly at first, as if
he did not comprehend what had happened, or what he was doing. There is
something that excites unspeakable tenderness when the form of the loved
one is seen, even from far; and Elizabeth, though unaware of the nature
and depth of her sensations, yet felt her heart soften and yearn towards
her friend. A blessing fell from her lips; while the consciousness of
all of doubtful and sad that he must at that moment experience, at being
sent from her door with a written communication only, joined to the
knowledge that each succeeding hour would add to the barriers that
separated them, so overcame her, that when at last he put spurs to his
horse, and was borne out of sight into the thickening twilight, she
burst into a passion of tears, and wept for some time, not knowing what
she did, nor where she was; but feeling that from that hour the colour
of her existence was changed--its golden hue departed--and that patience
and resignation must henceforth take place of gladness and hope.
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