Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
While these thoughts, founded on a natural piety, pure and gentle as
herself, occupied Elizabeth, Falkner indulged in far other speculations.
He triumphed. It is strange, that although perpetually deceived and led
astray by our imagination, we always fancy that we can foresee, and in
some sort command, the consequences of our actions. Falkner, while he
deplored his beloved victim with the most heartfelt grief, yet at no
time experienced a qualm of fear, because he believed that he held the
means of escape in his own hands, and could always shelter himself from
the obloquy that he now incurred, in an unapproachable tomb. Through
strange accidents, that resource had failed him; he was alive, and his
secret was in the hands of his enemies. But as he confronted the injured
son of a more injured mother, another thought, dearer to his lawless yet
heroic imagination, presented itself. There was one reparation he could
make, and doubtless it would be demanded of him. The law of honour would
be resorted to, to avenge the death of Alithea. He did not for a moment
doubt but that Neville would challenge him. His care must be to fall by
the young man's hand. There was a sort of poetical justice in this idea,
a noble and fitting ending to his disastrous story, that solaced his
pride, and filled him, as it has been said, with triumph.
Having arrived at this conclusion, he felt sure also that the
consummation would follow immediately on Neville's perusal of the
narration put into his hands, This very day might be his last, and it
was necessary to make every preliminary arrangement. Leaving Elizabeth
occupied with his fatal papers, he drove to town to seek Mr. Raby's
solicitor, to place in his hands the proofs of his adopted child's
birth, so to secure her future acknowledgment by her father's family.
She was not his child; no drop of his blood flowed in her veins; his
name did not belong to her. As Miss Raby, Neville would gladly seek her,
while as Miss Falkner, an insuperable barrier existed between them; and
though he fell by Gerard's hand, yet he meant to leave a letter to
convince her that this was but a sort of cunning suicide, and that it
need place no obstacle between two persons whom he believed were formed
for each other. What more delightful than that his own Elizabeth should
love the son of Alithea? If he survived, indeed, this mutual attachment
would be beset by difficulties; his death was like the levelling of a
mountain--all was plain, easy, happy, when he no longer deformed the
scene.
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