Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
"Enough; good-night. We are now one, Gerard; united by our love and
honour for your wronged mother's memory, and by our revenge; dissimilar
only in this, that my desire to repair her injuries is more vehement
even than yours." Sir Boyvill pressed his son's hand, and left him. A
few minutes afterward, it would seem, he quitted the house.
"Now to my task," thought Neville; "and O, thou God, who watchest over
the innocent, and yet gavest the innocent into the hands of the
destroyer, rule thou the throbbings of my heart; that neither mad hate
nor hunger for revenge take away my human nature, and turn me into a
fiend!"
He took up the manuscript; at first the words seemed written in fire,
but he grew calmer as he found how far back the narration went; and
curiosity succeeding to devouring impatience, he became attentive.
He read and pitied. All that awoke Sir Boyvill's ire; Falkner's
presumption in daring to love, and his long-cherished constancy, excited
his compassion. When he came to the account of the meeting of the
forsaken lover and happy husband, he found, in the epithets so liberally
bestowed in the contemptuous description of his father, a cause for his
augmented desire for vengeance. When he read that his mother herself
repined, herself spoke disparagingly of her husband, he wondered at the
mildness of Sir Boyvill's expressions with regard to her, and began to
suspect that some strange and appalling design must be working in his
head to produce this unnatural composure. The rest was madness, madness
and misery, thus to take a wife and mother from her home, to gratify the
insane desire to exert for one half hour a power he had lost for ever;
the vain hope of turning her from her duties, which at least, as far as
her children were concerned, were the dearest part of herself; her
terror, her incapacity of mastering her alarm, the night of
insensibility which she passed in the hut--with a start, Gerard felt
sure that he had seen and marked that very spot; all wrought him up to
the height of breathless interest; till, when he read the sad end of
all, cold dew gathered on his brow, the tears that filled his eyes
changed to convulsive sobbings, and, despite his manhood, he wept with
the agony of a child.
He ended the tale, and he thought--"Yes, there is but one termination to
this tragedy; I must avenge my sweet mother, and, by the death of
Falkner, proclaim her innocence." But wherefore, it came across his
mind, had his father called him murderer? in intention and very deed he
was none; why term the narrative a lie? He followed it word by word, and
felt that truth was stamped in every line.
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