Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
The moment that the verdict was delivered, Sir Boyvill and his son rode
back to Dromore. Mr. Ashley and the solicitor accompanied them--and all
the ordinary mechanism of life, which intrudes so often for our good, so
to justle together discordant characters and wear off poignant
impressions, now forced Neville, who was desirous to give himself up to
meditation, to abide for several hours in the society of these
gentlemen. There was a dinner to be eaten--Mr. Ashley partook of it, and
Gerard felt that his absence would be indecorous. After dinner he was
put to a trial--more severe to a sensitive, imaginative mind than any
sharp strokes of commonplace adversity. He was minutely questioned as to
the extent of his acquaintance with Falkner--how he came to form it--how
often he had seen him--and what had drawn confession from him they named
the criminal. These inquiries had been easily answered, but that the
name of Elizabeth must be introduced--and, as he expected, at the
mention of a daughter, a world of inquiry followed--and coarse remarks
fell from his father's lips--which harrowed up his soul; while he felt
that he had no exculpation to offer, nor any explanation that might take
from her the name and association of the child of a murderer.
As soon as he could he burst away. He rushed into the open air, and
hurried to the spot where he could best combat with and purify the
rebellious emotions of his heart--none but the men placed as watch were
near his mother's grave. Seeing the young squire, they retreated--and he
who had come on foot at such quick pace that he scarcely felt the ground
he trod, threw himself on the sands, grateful to find himself alone with
nature. The moon was hurrying on among the clouds--now bright in the
clear ether, now darkened by heavy masses--and the mirroring ocean was
sometimes alive with sparkling silver, now veiled and dim, so that you
could hear, but not see, the breaking of the surge.
An eloquent author has said, in contempt of such a being: "Try to
conceive a man without the ideas of God and eternity; of the good, the
true, the beautiful, and the infinite." Neville was certainly not such.
There was poetry in his very essence; and enthusiasm for the ideal of
the excellent gave his character a peculiar charm, to any one equally
exalted and refined. His mother's decaying form lay beneath the sands on
which he was stretched, death was there in its most hideous form;
beauty, and even form had deserted that frame-work which once was the
dear being, whose caresses, so warm and fond, it yet often thrilled him
to remember. He had demanded from Heaven the revelation of his mother's
fate, _here_ he found it, here in the narrow grave lay the evidence of
her virtues and her death; did he thank Heaven? even while he did, he
felt with bitterness that the granting of his prayer was inextricably
linked with the ruin of a being, as good and fair as she whose honour he
had so earnestly desired to vindicate.
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