Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
But there was more of the genuine attachment of mind for mind in her
sentiment for Neville. Falkner was gloomy and self-absorbed. Elizabeth
might grieve for, but she found it impossible to comfort him. With
Gerard it was far otherwise. Elizabeth had opened in his soul an unknown
spring of sympathy, to relieve the melancholy which had hitherto
overwhelmed him. With her he gave way freely to the impulses of a heart
which longed to mingle its hitherto checked stream of feeling with other
and sweeter waters. In every way he excited her admiration as well as
kindness. The poetry of his nature suggested expressions and ideas at
once varied and fascinating. He led her to new and delightful studies,
by unfolding to her the pages of the poets of her native country, with
which she was little conversant. Except Shakspeare and Milton, she knew
nothing of English poetry. The volumes of Chaucer and Spenser, of
ancient date; of Pope, Gray, and Burns; and, in addition, the writings
of a younger, but divine race of poets, were all opened to her by him.
In music, also, he became her teacher. She was a fine musician of the
German school. He introduced her to the simpler graces of song; and
brought her the melodies of Moore, so "married to immortal verse," that
they can only be thought of conjointly. Oh, the happy days of Oakly! How
had each succeeding hour been gilded by the pleasures of a nascent
passion, of the existence of which she had never before dreamed--and
these were fled for ever! It was impossible to feel assured of so sad a
truth, and not to weep over the miserable blight. Elizabeth commanded
herself to appear cheerful, but sadness crept over her solitary hours.
She felt that the world had grown, from being a copy of paradise, into a
land of labour and disappointment; where self-approbation was to be
gained through self-sacrifice; and duty and happiness became separate,
instead of united objects at which to aim.
From such thoughts she took refuge in the society of Falkner. She loved
him so truly, that she forgot her personal regrets--she forgot even
Neville when with him. Her affection for her benefactor was not a
stagnant pool, mantled over by memories existing in the depths of her
soul, but giving no outward sign; it was a fresh spring of overflowing
love--it was redundant with all the better portion of our
nature--gratitude, admiration, and pity for ever fed it, as from a
perennial fountain.
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