Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
On the morning of her visit, Lady Cecil had received a letter from
Gerard: it was incoherent, and had been written by snatches in the
carriage on his way to Dromore. Its first words proclaimed his mother's
innocence, and the acknowledgment of her wrongs by Sir Boyvill himself.
As he went on, his pen lingered--he trembled to write the words, "Our
friend, our Elizabeth, is the daughter of the destroyer." It was
unnatural, it was impossible--the very thought added acrimony to his
detestation of Falkner--it prevented the compassion his generous nature
would otherwise have afforded, and yet roused every wish to spare him,
as much as he might be spared, for his heroic daughter's sake. He felt
deceived, trepanned, doomed. In after life we are willing to compromise
with fate--to take the good with the bad--and are satisfied if we can at
all lighten the burden of life. In youth we aim at completeness and
perfection. Ardent and single-minded, Neville disdained prejudices; and
his impulse was, to separate the idea of father and daughter, and to
cherish Elizabeth as a being totally distinct from her parentage. But
she would not yield to this delusion--she would cling to her father--and
if he died by his hand, he would for ever become an object of
detestation. Well has Alfieri said, "There is no struggle so vehement as
when an upright but passionate heart is divided between inclination and
duty." Neville's soul was set upon honour and well-doing; never before
had he found the execution of the dictates of his conscience so full of
bitterness and impatience. Something of these feelings betrayed
themselves in his letter. "We have lost Elizabeth," he wrote; "for ever
lost her! Is there no help for this? No help for her? None! She clings
to the destroyer's side, and shares his miserable fate--lost to
happiness--to the innocence and sunshine of life. She will live a victim
and die a martyr to her duties; and she is lost to us for ever!"
Lady Cecil read again and again--she wondered--she grieved--she uttered
impatient reproaches against Gerard for having sought the truth; and yet
her heart was with him, and she rejoiced in the acknowledged innocence
of Alithea. She thought of Elizabeth with the deepest grief--had they
never met--had she and Gerard never seen each other, neither had loved,
and half this wo had been spared. How strange and devious are the ways
of fate--how difficult to resign one's self to its mysterious and
destructive course! Naturally serene, though vivacious--kind-hearted,
but not informed with trembling insensibility--yet so struck was Lady
Cecil by the prospects of misery for those she best loved, that she wept
bitterly, and wrung her hands in impatient, impotent despair. At this
moment Mrs. Raby was announced.
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