Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
tell; she only knew and felt, that for her, educated, as she had been,
beyond the narrow paling of boarding-school ideas, or the refinements of
a lady's boudoir, that, where her benefactor was, there she ought, to
be; and that to prove her gratitude, to preserve her faithful attachment
to him amid dire adversity, was her sacred duty--a virtue before which
every minor moral faded and disappeared.
The discussion was long; and, even when they found her proof against
every attack, they would not give up. They entreated her to go home with
them for that day. A wild light beamed from her eyes. "I am going home,"
she cried; "an hour hence, and I shall be gone to where my true home is.
How strange it is that you should imagine that I could linger here!
"Be not afraid for me, dear Lady Cecil," she continued; "all will go
well with me; and you will, after a little reflection, acknowledge that
I could not act other than I do. And will you, Mrs. Raby, forgive my
seeming ingratitude? I acknowledge the justice of your demands. I thank
you for your proposed kindness. The name of Raby shall receive no
injury; it shall never escape my lips. My father will preserve the same
silence. Be not angry with me; but--except that I remember my dear
parents with affection--I would say, I take more joy and pride in being
his daughter, his friend at this need, than in the distinction and
prosperity your kindness offers. I give up every claim on my family; the
name of Raby shall not be tainted: but Elizabeth Falkner, with all her
wilfulness and faults, shall, at least, prove her gratitude to him who
bestowed that appellation on her."
And thus they parted. Lady Cecil veiling her distress in sullenness;
while Mrs. Raby was struck and moved by her niece's generosity, which
was in accordance with her own noble mind. But she felt that other
judges would sit upon the cause, and decide from other motives. She
parted from her as a pagan relative might from a young Christian
martyr--admiring, while she deplored her sacrifice, and feeling herself
wholly incapable of saving.
CHAPTER XL
Elizabeth delayed not a moment proceeding on her journey; an exalted
enthusiasm made her heart beat high, and almost joyously. This buoyancy
of spirit, springing from a generous course of action, is the
compensation provided for our sacrifices of inclination--and at least,
on first setting out, blinds us to the sad results we may be preparing
for ourselves. Elated by a sense of acting according to the dictates of
her conscience, despite the horror of the circumstances that closed in
the prospect, her spirits were light, and her eyes glistened with a
feeling at once triumphant and tender, while reflecting on the comfort
she was bringing to her unfortunate benefactor. A spasm of horror seized
her now and then, as the recollection pressed that he was in
prison--accused as a murderer--but her young heart refused to be cowed,
even by the ignominy and anguish of such a reflection.
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