Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
As they conversed, the solicitor entered with good tidings. The trial
was put off till the ensuing assizes in March, to give time for the
arrival of Osborne. The hard dealing of destiny and man relented a
little, and despair receded from their hearts, leaving space to breathe,
to pray, to hope. No time was to be lost in sending for Osborne. Would
he come? It could not be doubted. A free pardon was to be extended to
him; and he would save a fellow-creature, and his former benefactor,
without any risk of injury to himself.
The day closed, therefore, more cheeringly than it had begun. Falkner
conquered himself, even to a show of cheerfulness; and recalled the
colour to his tremulous companion's cheeks, and half a smile to her
lips, by his encouragement. He turned her thoughts from the immediate
subject, narrating the events of his first acquaintance with Osborne,
and describing the man; a poltron, but kindly hearted--fearful of his
own skin to a contemptible extent, but looking up with awe to his
superiors, and easily led by one richer and of higher station to any
line of conduct; an inborn slave, but with many of a slave's good
qualities. Falkner did not doubt that he would put himself eagerly
forward on the present occasion; and whatever his evidence were good
for, it would readily be produced.
There was no reason, then, for despair. While the shock they had
undergone took the sting from the present--fearing an immediate and
horrible catastrophe--the wretchedness of their actual state was
forgotten--it acquired comfort and security by the contrast--each tried
to cheer the other, and they separated for the night with apparent
composure. Yet that night Elizabeth's pillow, despite her earnest
endeavours to place reliance on Providence, was watered by the bitterest
tears that ever such young eyes shed; and Falkner told each hour of the
livelong night, as his memory retraced past scenes, and his spirit
writhed and bled to feel that, in the wantonness and rebellion of youth,
he had been the author of so wide-spreading, so dark a web of misery.
From this time their days were spent in that sort of monotony which has
a peculiar charm to the children of adversity. The recurrence of one day
after the other, none being marked by disaster, or indeed any event,
imparted a satisfaction, gloomy indeed, and sad, but grateful to the
heart wearied by many blows, and by the excitement of mortal hopes and
fears. The mind adapted itself to the new state of things, and
enjoyments sprung up in the very home of desolation--circumstances that,
in happier days, were but the regular routine of life, grew into
blessings from Heaven; and the thought, "Come what will, this hour is
safe," made precious the mere passage of time--months were placed
between them and the dreaded crisis--and so are we made, that when once
this is an established, acknowledged fact, we can play on the eve of
danger almost like the unconscious animal destined to bleed.
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