Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
In this position they each grew unutterably dear to the other--every
moment, every thought, was full to both of the image of either. There is
something inexpressibly winning in beauty and grace--it is a sweet
blessing when our household companion charms our senses by the
loveliness of her person, and makes the eye gladly turn to her, to be
gratified by such a form and look as we would travel miles to see
depicted on canvass. It soothed many a spasm of pain, and turned many an
hour of suffering into placid content, when Falkner watched the
movements of his youthful friend. You might look in her face for days,
and still read something new, something sublime in the holy calm of her
brow, in her serious, yet intelligent eyes; while all a woman's softness
dwelt in the moulding of her cheeks and her dimpled mouth. Each word she
said, and all she did, so became her, that it appeared the thing best to
be said and done--and was accompanied by a fascination, both for eye and
heart, which emanated from her purity and truth. Falkner grew to worship
the very thought of her. She had not the wild spirits and trembling
sensibility of her he had destroyed, but in her kind she was no way
inferior.
Yet though each, as it were, enjoyed the respite given by fortune to
their worst fears, yet this very sense of transitory security was in its
essence morbid and unnatural. A fever preyed nightly on Falkner, and
there were ghastly streaks upon his brow that bespoke internal suffering
and decay. Elizabeth grew paler and thinner--her step lost its
elasticity, her voice became low-toned--her eyes were acquainted with
frequent tears, and the lids grew heavy and dark. Both lived for ever in
the presence of misery--they feared to move or speak, lest they should
awaken the monster, then for a space torpid; but they spent their days
under its shadow--the air they drew was chilled by its icy influence--no
wholesome light-hearted mood of mind was ever theirs--they might pray
and resign themselves, they might congratulate themselves on the safety
of the passing moment; but each sand that flowed from the hourglass was
weighed--each thought that passed through the brain was examined--every
word uttered was pondered over. They were exhausted by the very
vividness of their unsleeping endeavours to blunt their sensations.
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