Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
"Nay," said Neville, "do not let my follies infect you. Your views, your
hopes, are doubtless founded on reason. It is, if you will forgive the
allusion that may seem too light for so sad a subject, but the old story
of the silver and brazen shield. I see the dark, the fearful side of
things; I live among your enemies--that is, the enemies of Mr. Falkner.
I hear of nothing but his guilt, and the expiation prepared for it. I am
maddened by all I hear.
"I have implored my father not to pursue his vengeance. Convinced as I
am of the truth of Mr. Falkner's narration, the idea that one so gifted
should be made over to the fate that awaits him is abhorrent; and when I
think that you are involved in such a scene of wrong and horror, my
blood freezes in my veins. I have implored my father, I have quarrelled
with him, I have made Sophia advocate the cause of justice against
malice; all in vain. Could you see the old man--my father I mean; pardon
my irreverence--how he revels in the demoniacal hope of revenge, and
with what hideous delight he gloats upon the detail of ignominy to be
inflicted on one so much his superior in every noble quality, you would
feel the loathing I do. He heaps sarcasm and contempt on my feeble
spirit, as he names my pardon of my mother's destroyer, my esteem for
him, and my sympathy for you; but that does not touch me. It is the
knowledge that he will succeed, and you be lost and miserable for ever,
that drives me to desperation.
"I fancied that these thoughts must pursue you even more painfully than
they do me. I saw you writhing beneath the tortures of despair, wasting
away under the influence of intense misery. You haunted my dreams,
accompanied by every image of horror--sometimes you were bleeding,
ghastly, dying--sometimes you took my poor mother's form, as Falkner
describes it, snatched cold and pale from the waves--other visions
flitted by, still more frightful. Despairing of moving my father,
abhorring the society of every human being, I have been living for the
last month at Dromore. A few days ago my father arrived there. I
wondered till I heard the cause. The time for expecting Osborne had
arrived. As vultures have instinct for carrion, so he swooped down at
the far off scent of evil fortune; he had an emissary at Liverpool, on
the watch to hear of this man's arrival. Disgusted at this foul appetite
for evil, I left him. I came here--only to see you, to gaze on you afar,
was to purify the world of the 'blasts from hell' which the bad passions
I have so long contemplated spread round me. My father learned whither I
had gone; I had a letter from him this morning--you may guess at its
contents."
"He triumphs in Osborne's refusal to appear," said Elizabeth, who was
much moved by the picture of hatred and malice Neville had presented to
her; and trembled from head to foot as she listened, from the violent
emotions his account excited, and the vehemence of his manner as he
spoke.
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