Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
The assizes began--on the morrow the judges were expected in
Carlisle--and already all that bustle commenced that bore the semblance
of gayety in the rest of the town, but which was so mournful and fearful
in the jail. There were several capital cases; as Elizabeth heard them
discussed, her blood ran cold--she hated life, and all its adjuncts: to
know of misery she could not alleviate was always saddening; but to feel
the squalid, mortal misery of such a place and hour brought home to her
own heart, was a wretchedness beyond all expression, poignant and
hideous.
The day that the judges arrived, Elizabeth presented herself in
Falkner's cell--a letter in her hand--her first words announced good
tidings; yet she was agitated, tearful--something strange and awful had
surely betided. It was a letter from Neville that she held, and gave to
Falkner to read.
"I shall soon be in Carlisle, my dearest friend, but this letter will
outspeed me, and bring you the first intelligence of my poor father's
death. Thank God, I did my duty by him to the last--thank God, he died
in peace--in peace with me and the whole world. The uneasiness of pain
yielded at first to torpor, and thus we feared he would die; but before
his death he recovered himself an hour or two, and though languid and
feeble, his mind was clear. How little, dear Elizabeth, do we know of
our fellow-creatures--each shrouded in the cloak of manner--that cloak
of various dies--displays little of the naked man within. We thought my
father vain, selfish, and cruel--he was all this, but he was something
else that we knew not of--he was generous, humane, humble--these
qualities he hid as if they had been vices--he struggled with
them--pride prevented him from recognising them as the redeeming points
of a faulty nature; he despised himself for feeling them, until he was
on his deathbed.
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