Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
He dressed himself long before any one in the prison (and jailers are
early risers) was awake; at last there were steps in the passage--bolts
were drawn and voices heard. These familiar sounds recalled him to
actual life, and approaching, inevitable events. His haughty soul awoke
again--a dogged pride steeled his heart--he remembered the
accusation--the execration in which he believed him--self to be
held--and his innocence. "Retribution or atonement--I am ready to pay it
as it is demanded of me for Alithea's sake--but the injustice of man is
not lessened on this account; henceforth I am to be stamped with
ignominy--and yet in what am I worse than my fellows? at least they
shall not see that my spirit bends before them."
He assumed cheerfulness, and bore all the preliminaries of preparation
with apparent carelessness; sometimes his eagle eye flashed
fire--sometimes fixed on vacancy, a whole life of memories passed across
his mental vision; but there was no haste, no trepidation, no
faltering--he never thought of danger or of death--innocence sustained
him. The ignominy of the present was all that he felt that he had to
endure and master--that, and the desolation beyond, when branded through
life as he believed he should be, even by acquittal, he was henceforth
to be looked on as an outcast.
At length he was led forth to trial--pride in his heart--resolution in
his eye; he passed out of the gloomy portal of the prison, and entered
the sunlit street--houses were around; but through an opening he caught
a glimpse of the country--uplands, and lawny fields, and tree-crested
hills--the work of God himself. Sunshine rested on the scene--one used
to liberty had regarded with contempt the restricted view presented by
the opening; but to the prisoner, who for months had only seen his
prison-walls, it seemed as if the creation lay unrolled in its majesty
before him. What was man in comparison with the power that upheld the
earth and bade the sun to shine? And man was to judge him? What mockery!
Man and all his works were but a plaything in the hands of Omnipotence,
and to that Falkner submitted his destiny. He rose above the degrading
circumstances around him; he looked down upon his fate--a real, a lofty
calm at last possessed his soul; he felt that naught said or done that
day by his fellow-creatures could move him; his reliance was
elsewhere--it rested on his own innocence, and his intimate sense that
he was in no more danger now than if sheltered in the farthest, darkest
retreat, unknown to man; he walked as if surrounded by an atmosphere
which no storms from without could penetrate.
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