Adoptees -- Fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction
Their lives, thus spent, would have been equable and pleasant, but for
the sufferings of Falkner; and as those diminished, another evil arose,
in his eyes of far more awful magnitude. They had resided at Wimbledon
about a year, when Elizabeth fell ill. Her medical advisers explained
her malady as the effect of the extreme nervous excitement she had gone
through during the last years, which, borne with a patience and
fortitude almost superhuman, had meanwhile undermined her physical
strength. This was a mortal blow to Falkner; while with self-absorbed,
and, he now felt, criminal pertinacity, he had sought death, he had
forgotten the results such acts of his might have on one so dear and
innocent. He had thought that when she lost him, Elizabeth would feel a
transitory sorrow; while new scenes, another family, and the absence of
his griefs, would soon bring comfort. But he lived, and the consequences
of his resolve to die fell upon her--she was his victim! there was
something maddening in the thought. He looked at her dear face, grown so
pale--viewed her wasting form--watched her loss of appetite and nervous
tremours with an impatient agony that irritated his wound, and brought
back malady on himself.
All that the physicians could order for Elizabeth, was change of
air--added to an intimation that an entirely new scene, and a short
separation from her father, would be of the utmost benefit. Where could
she go? it was not now that she drooped--and trembled at every sound,
that he could restore her to her father's family. No time ought to be
lost, he was told, and the word consumption mentioned; the deaths of her
parents gave a sting to that word, which filled him with terror.
Something must be done immediately--what he knew not; and he gazed on
his darling, whom he felt that by his own act he had destroyed, with an
ardour to save that he felt was impotent, and he writhed beneath the
thought.
One morning, while Falkner was brooding over these miserable ideas, and
Elizabeth was vainly trying to assume a look of cheerfulness and health,
which her languid step and pale cheek belied, a carriage entered their
quiet grounds, and a visiter was announced. It was Lady Cecil. Elizabeth
had nearly forgotten, nor ever expected to see her again--but that lady,
whose mind was at ease at the period of their acquaintance, and who had
been charmed by the beauty and virtues of the devoted daughter, had
never ceased to determine at some time to seek her, and renew their
acquaintance. She, indeed, never expected to see Falkner again, and she
often wondered what would be his daughter's fate when he died; she and
her family had remained abroad till the present spring, when, being in
London, she, by Miss Jervis's assistance, learned that he still lived,
and that they were both at Wimbledon.
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