Aristocracy (Social class) -- England -- Juvenile fiction; Great Britain -- History -- Anne, 1702-1714 -- Juvenile fiction
"It hath been too much for him—the triumph, the adulation, the
excitement of taking again his old place before the world. It meant so
much to him, this play. It was like the child of his old age. It
brought him his final triumph; but it took much out of him also. The
fires of life blazed up too fiercely. Now they seem sinking down to
ashes. Heaven grant that we may feed them yet, that he may recover him
of this sickness. Yet will he ever be able to face the world again as
heretofore? It is hard that his trumpet voice should be taken—the last
of those attributes which made him the idol of the stage. Oh, it has
been hard how one thing has followed another with him! Some men seem
born to success and triumph, whilst others with equal gifts and powers
are doomed to misfortune and sorrow."
Grey fell into a reverie of a sombre nature. "Was he fated to be one of
those luckless mortals, ever falling lower and lower in fortune’s
favour, till perhaps a pauper’s grave should at last close over him?
"What has life given me heretofore? A good old name, which I may not
use for very pride; an estate so burdened and crippled that it is none
of mine, save in name. I have had my days of glory and happiness; but
what lies before me now? If my master dies, or lies sick and helpless,
what will become of us in the future? I may play the part of the Youth
with Anthony Frewen or some other till the world tires of it; but what
then? Shall I join the crowd of cringing, hollow-eyed men, crowding the
taverns and the stage doors of the theatres, and begging for some
inferior part upon the boards? Shall I go vaunting my powers, or
chaffering my wares in a market already overstocked, that wants none of
me? No. Whatever happens, I will have none of that. I have tasted of
the life, but it hath no charms for me. Rather would I gird my sword
upon my thigh, and go forth as a soldier in foreign lands; and, indeed,
were I alone in the world, methinks I would hesitate no longer, but
offer myself for this."
As he spoke, his eyes turned to the bed where the old man lay, and a
softer look came over his face.
"I cannot leave him. With him I must stay till he recover, or till he
die. He took me in in my hour of need. To desert him in his would be
base beyond all words. I will play the part of son to him so long as he
needs me; and for his sake will I go through my part as before, though
without him the joy will be gone. But it will bring us the needful
gold; and we are not without our hoard, as it is. Truly my master was
wise when he decided not to leave these rooms—not to live like rich men
on the strength of our earnings. We have sufficient gold laid by
against a rainy day. Ere that is spent, doubtless there will come some
change to our fortunes."
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