Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Mrs. Churton was at length summoned to the house about some domestic
matter; then, after a short silence, the curate began a fresh
conversation with her daughter. He did not speak to her of parish
affairs and of persons, but of books, of things of the mind, and it
seemed that his heart was more in talk of this description. Or possibly
the person rather than the subject interested him. Miss Churton was
living under a cloud in her village, which was old-fashioned and pious;
to be friendly with her was not fashionable; he alone, albeit a curate,
wished not to be in the fashion. He even had the courage to approach
personal questions.
“Fan, I know what you are thinking of,” said Miss Churton, turning
to the girl. “It is that you would like to go and caress the flowers
again--you are such a flower-lover. Would you like to go and explore the
orchard by yourself?”
Fan thanked her gladly, and going from them, soon disappeared among the
trees.
“You live in too small a place, too remote from the world, and old-world
in character, to be allowed to live your own life in peace,” said the
curate, at a later stage of the conversation. “Your set here is composed
of barely half a dozen families, and they take their cue from the
vicarage. In London, in any large town, one is allowed to think what
one likes without the neighbours troubling their heads about it. Do you
know, Miss Churton, it is strange to me that with your acquirements and
talent you do not seek a wider and more congenial field.”
She smiled. “You must forgive me, Mr. Northcott, for having included you
among the troublers of my peace. It gives me a strange pleasure to tell
you this; it makes me strong to feel that I have your friendship and
sympathy.”
“You certainly have that, Miss Churton.”
“Thank you. I must tell you why I remain here. I am entirely dependent
on my parents just now, and shrink from beginning a second dependent
life--as a governess, for instance.”
“There should be better things than that for you. You might get a good
position in a young ladies' school.”
“It would be difficult. But apart from that, I shrink from entering
a profession which would absorb my whole time and faculties, and from
which I should probably find myself powerless to break away. I have
dreams and hopes of other things--foolish perhaps--time will show; but I
am not in a hurry to find a position, to become a crystal. And I wish
to live for myself as well as for others. I have now undertaken to teach
Miss Affleck, who will remain one year at least with us. I am glad that
this has given me an excuse for remaining where I am. I do not wish my
departure to look like running away.”
“I am glad that you have so brave a spirit.”
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