Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan was again looking at them. When they spoke they were either
constrained and formal or offending each other. It was something to
marvel at, for towards herself they had shown such sweet kindliness in
their manner; and she had felt that if it were only lawful she could
love them both dearly, as one loves mother and sister.
With a little hesitation she turned to Mrs. Churton and said, “Will you
please call me Fan too? I like it so much better than Miss Affleck.”
“Yes, certainly, if you wish it,” said the lady, smiling on her. After a
while she continued--“Fan, my dear child, before we settle about how the
day will be spent, I must tell you that we have arranged to share the
task of teaching you between us.” Her daughter looked at her surprised.
“I mean,” she continued, correcting herself, “that it will be arranged
in that way. Did Miss Starbrow speak to you about it in the garden
before she left?”
Fan answered in the negative: she had a painfully vivid recollection of
what Miss Starbrow had said in the garden.
“Well, this is to be the arrangement, which Miss Starbrow has
sanctioned. There are several things for you to study, and Miss Churton
will undertake them all except one. It will be for me to instruct you in
religion.”
Fan glanced at her with a somewhat startled expression in her eyes.
“Do you not think you would like me to teach you?” asked Mrs. Churton,
noticing the look.
She answered that she would like it; then remembering certain words
of Mary's, added a little doubtfully, “Mrs. Churton, Mary--I mean
Miss Starbrow--said she hoped I would not learn to be religious in the
country.”
Mrs. Churton heard this with an expression of pain, then darted a quick
glance at her daughter's face; but she did not see the smile of the
scoffer there; it was a face which had grown cold and impassive, and she
knew why it was impassive, and was as much offended, perhaps, as if the
expected smile had met her sight. To Fan she answered:
“I am very sorry she said that. But you know, Fan, that we sometimes say
things without quite meaning them, or thinking that they will perhaps
be remembered for a long time, and do harm. I am sure--at least I trust
that Miss Starbrow did not really mean that, because I spoke to her
about giving you instruction in religious subjects, and she consented,
and left it to me to do whatever I thought best.”
Fan wondered whether Mary “did not quite mean it” when she told her what
the consequences would be if she allowed herself to love Miss Churton.
No, alas! she must have meant that very seriously from the way she
spoke.
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