Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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But one who was over him could, and the piping was not pleasing to him,
and scarcely intelligible to the drowsy villagers; and when in obedience
to his vicar's wish he went back to preach again of the Jews and
Jehovah's dealings with them, his sermons were no better and no worse
than those of other curates in other village pulpits. It was a sermon of
this kind that Constance heard. If some old Eyethorner, dead these fifty
years, had risen from his mouldy grave in the adjoining churchyard, and
had come in and listened, he would not have known that a great change
had come, that the bright sea of faith that once girdled the earth had
withdrawn.
Down the vast edges drear
And naked shingles of the world.
He took his text from the Old Testament, and spoke of the captivity of
the Israelites in Egypt. It was a dreary discourse, and through it
all Miss Churton sat leaning back with eyes half closed, but whether
listening to the preacher or attending to her own thoughts, there was
nothing in her face to show.
When they came out into the pleasant evening air Mrs. Churton lingered
a little, as was her custom, to exchange a few words with some of her
friends, while Constance and Fan went slowly on for a short distance,
and finally moved aside from the path on to the green turf. Here
presently the curate joined them.
“I am glad you came, Miss Churton,” he spoke, pressing her hand. And
after an interval of silence he added, “I hope I have not made you hate
me for inflicting such a horribly dull discourse on you.”
“You should be the last person to say that,” she returned. “You might
easily have made your sermon interesting--to _me_ I mean; but I should
not have thought better of you if you had done so.”
“Thanks for that. I am sometimes troubled with the thought that I made a
mistake in going into the Church, and the doubt troubled me this evening
when I was in the pulpit--more than it has ever done before.”
She made no reply to this speech until Fan moved a few feet away to read
a half-obliterated inscription she had been vainly studying for a minute
or two. Then she said, looking at him:
“I cannot imagine, Mr. Northcott, why you should select me to say this
to.”
“Can you not? And yet I have a fancy that it would not be so very hard
for you to find a reason. I have been accustomed to mix with people who
read and think and write, and to discuss things freely with them, and I
cannot forget for a single hour of my waking life that the old order has
changed, and that we are drifting I know not whither. I do not wish to
ignore this in the pulpit, and yet to avoid offending I am compelled
to do so--to withdraw myself from the vexed present and look only at
ancient things through ancient eyes. I know that you can understand and
enter into that feeling, Miss Churton--you alone, perhaps, of all
who came to church this evening; is it too much to look for a little
sympathy from you in such a case?”
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