Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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“Yes, only to the woods, where I can sit and read in the shade.”
Mrs. Churton glanced suspiciously at the book in her daughter's hand--a
thick volume bound in dark-green cloth. There was nothing in its
appearance to alarm anyone, but she did not like these thick green-bound
books that were never by any chance found lying about for one to see
what was in them. However, she only answered:
“Then I wish you would persuade Fan to go with you. She is looking pale,
it strikes me.”
“I shall be glad if Fan will go,” she answered, a slight accent of
surprise in her tone.
Fan ran up to get her hat and sunshade, and when she returned to them
her pallor and headache had well-nigh vanished at the prospect of an
afternoon spent in the shady woodland paradise. Mrs. Churton, with a
prayer in her heart, watched them going away together--two lovely girls;
it made her anxious when her eyes rested on the portly green volume her
daughter carried, but it struck her as a good augury when she noticed
that the younger girl in her white dress had _The Pleasures of Hope_ in
her hand.
For now a new thought, a hope that was very beautiful, had come into
Mrs. Churton's heart. All her life long she had had the delusion that
“spiritual pride” was her besetting sin; and against this imaginary
enemy she was perpetually fighting. And yet if some shining being had
come down to tell her that her prayers for others had been heard, that
all the worthless and vicious people she wished to carry to heaven with
her would be saved, and all of them, even the meanest, set above her
in that place where the first is last and the last first, joy at such
tidings would have slain her. She had as little spiritual pride as a
ladybird or an ant. Now the new thought had come into her mind that her
daughter would be saved; not in her way, nor by her means, but in a
way that would at the same time be a rebuke to her spiritual pride,
her impatience and bitterness of spirit, and zeal not according
to knowledge. Not she, but this young girl, herself so ignorant of
spiritual things a short time ago, would be the chosen instrument. She
remembered how the girl had taken to her from the first, but had not
taken to her daughter; how in spite of this distance between them, and
of her infidelity, her daughter had continued to love the girl--to Mrs.
Churton it was plain that she loved her--and to hunger for her love in
return. It was all providential and ordered by One
Who moves in a mysterious way
His wonders to perform.
“Out of the mouths of babes and sucklings hast Thou ordained strength,”
she murmured, praising God who had put this gladness in her heart, the
Christian's and the mother's love filling her eyes with tears. Up
till now it had been her secret aim to keep the girls as much apart
as possible out of school hours; now it seemed best to let them come
together; and on this August afternoon, as we have seen, she went so far
as to encourage a greater intimacy between them. Poor woman!
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