Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Then insensibly their conversation took a graver tone, and they passed
to other themes, which, to Constance at least, had a deeper and more
enduring interest. In all philosophical questions she could follow and
even go beyond him, although she didn't know it, and very soon they made
the discovery that towards the faith still professed by a large majority
of their fellow-beings their attitude was the same. Or so it appeared
to Constance. Christianity was one of the forms in which the universal
religious sentiment had found expression for a period among a large
portion of the human race. They were not agnostics, so they both
declared, and yet were contented to be called so by others, not yet
having invented a word better than this one of the materialistic
Professor Huxley to describe themselves by. They had moved onwards and
had left the creed of the Christian behind them, yet were confident that
the vast unbounded prospect before them would not always rest obscured
with clouds. But what the new thing was to be they knew not. Time would
reveal it. They were not left without something to cheer them--gleams
of a spiritual light which, although dim and transient, yet foretold the
perfect day. Like so many others among the choice spirits of the earth,
they turned their eyes this way and that, considering now the hard
and pitiless facts of biology and physics, now the new systems of
philosophy, that come like shadows and so depart, and now the vague
thoughts, or thoughts vaguely expressed, of those the careless world
calls mystics and wild-minded visionaries; and after it all they were
fain to confess that the waters have not yet abated; and that although
for them there could be no return to the ark, they were still without
any rest for the soles of their feet.
If, instead of that young ignorant girl, their listener had been a
grey-haired disillusioned man, he would have shaken his head, and
perhaps remarked that they were a couple of foolish dreamers, that the
light which inspired such splendid hopes was a light from the past--a
dying twilight left in their souls by that sun of faith which for
them had set. But there was nothing to disturb their pleasing
self-complacency--no mocking skeleton to spoil their rare intellectual
feast.
Merton was not yet satisfied, he wished to go more fully into these
great subjects, and pressed her with more and more searching questions.
Constance, on her side, grew more reticent, and seemed troubled in her
mind, glancing occasionally into his face; and at length, dropping her
hand on Fan's, who still listened but without understanding, she said
that for reasons which could not be stated, which he would be able to
guess, further discussion had better be deferred.
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