Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Another great bitterness in Mrs. Churton's cup resulted from the conduct
of her irreclaimable husband. Even Fan, who had never regarded any
living soul with contempt, had soon enough learned to experience such
a feeling towards this man. But it was a kindly contempt, for after
repulsing him two or three times when he had attempted to conduct
himself in too fatherly a manner, he had ceased to trouble her in any
way. He was very unobtrusive in the house, except at intervals, when he
would rebel against his wife and say shocking things and screech at her.
But when cold weather came, then poor Mr. Churton took an extra amount
of alcohol for warmth, and the spirit and cold combined brought on
a variety of ailments which sometimes confined him for days to his
bedroom. At such times he would be deeply penitent, and beg his wife to
sit with him and read the Bible, which she was always ready to do. Never
again would he seek oblivion from pain in the cup that cheers, and,
alas, inebriates, or do anything to make his beloved wife grieve; thus
would he protest, kissing her hand and shedding weak tears. But as soon
as she had nursed him back into better health he would seize the
first opportunity when she was out of the way to slip off “for a
constitutional,” which would invariably end at the inn in the High
Street; and in the evening he would return quarrelsome and abusive, or
else groaning and ready to take to bed again.
Mr. Northcott, who might have melted into thin air for all we have seen
or heard of him lately, was also unhappy in his mind at this period. He
loved, and yet when it had almost seemed to him that he had not loved
in vain, partly from prudential motives and partly because his religion
stood in the way of his desire, he had refrained from speaking. Now it
seemed to him that he had let his chance go by, and that Miss Churton,
although still as friendly as any person not actually enamoured of
her could have wished, was not so sympathetic, not so near to him, as
formerly. Nevertheless, he still sought her out at every opportunity,
and engaged her in long conversations which led to nothing; for they
barely touched on the borders of those subjects which both felt most
deeply about, and that other subject which he alone felt they never
approached. His resolution had in some measure recovered its “native
hue,” but too late, alas! and at length one day his vicar took him to
task about this inconvenient friendship.
“Mr. Northcott,” he said very unexpectedly at the end of a conversation
they had been having, “may I ask you whether you still hope to be able
to win back Miss Churton to a more desirable frame of mind?”
The curate flushed a little, and glancing up encountered the suspicious
eyes of his superior fixed on him.
“I regret that I am compelled to answer with a negative,” he returned.
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