Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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forgetful of her humble existence, but constantly thought of her and
sent her long delightful letters, and was always wishing and hoping
to be near her again. And yet, strange contradiction! in her heart of
hearts she greatly pitied her friend. Sometimes Constance would write
glowing accounts of her husband's triumphs--an article accepted perhaps,
a flattering letter from a magazine editor, a favourable notice in a
newspaper, or some new scheme which would bring them fame and fortune.
But if she had written to say that Merton actually had become famous,
that all England was ringing with his praise, that publishers and
editors were running after him with blank cheques in their hands,
imploring him to give them a book, an article, she would still have
pitied her friend. For that was Fan's nature. When a thing once entered
into her mind there was no getting it out again. Mary to others might be
a fantastical woman, heartless, a fiend incarnate if they liked, but the
simple faith in her goodness, the old idolatrous affection still
ruled in her heart. The thoughts and feelings which had swayed her in
childhood swayed her still; and the gospel of the carpenter Cawood was
the only gospel she knew. And as to Merton, the contemptuous judgment
Mary had passed on him had become her judgment; the words she had heard
of him in the train were absolutely true; he had deceived his wife with
lies; he was weak and vain and fickle, one it was a disaster to love and
lean upon. Love, gratitude, and pity stirred her heart when she thought
of Constance, and while the pity was kept secret the love was freely and
frequently expressed, and from week to week she told the story of her
life to her sympathetic friend--all its little incidents, trials, and
successes.
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