Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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And the conversation thus begun continued very nearly to the end of
their long walk, Fan, little by little unfolding the story of her
friend's life in the country, of the journey to London, the sudden
marriage; but concerning Merton, his occupations and prospects, she
could tell him next to nothing, and her secret thoughts about him
were not disclosed, in spite of many ingenious little attempts on her
companion's part to pry into her mind.
“Miss Affleck,” he said at length, “I feel the greatest respect for your
motives in concealing what you do from me, for I know there is more to
tell if you chose to tell it. But I am not blind; I can see a great deal
for myself. I fear that your friend has made a terrible mistake in tying
herself to Merton. At school he was considered a clever fellow, and
afterwards when he got his clerkship, his friends--he had some friends
then--would have backed him to win in the race of life. But he has
fallen off greatly since then. It is plain to see that he drinks, and he
has also become an incorrigible liar--”
“Mr. Eden!” exclaimed Fan.
“Do you imagine, Miss Affleck, that there is one atom of truth in all he
says about his interest with editors, and his forthcoming books, and
the rest? Do you think it really the truth that he was insane enough to
throw up his clerkship at the Foreign Office which would have kept want
from him, at all events, and from his wife?”
“I cannot say--I do not know,” answered Fan; then added, somewhat
illogically, “But it is so very sad for Constance! I don't want to judge
him, I only want to hope.”
“I wish to hope too--and to help if I can. I have tried to help him
to-day, but now I fear that I have made a mistake, and that his wife
will not thank me.”
“What have you done, Mr. Eden? Is it a secret, or something you can tell
me?”
He did not answer at once; the question, although it pleased him,
required a little rapid consideration. He had been greatly attracted by
Fan, and had observed her keenly all the evening, and had arrived at the
conclusion that she was deeply attached to her friend Mrs. Chance, but
was by no means a believer in or an admirer of Mr. Chance. All this
provided him with an excellent subject of conversation during their long
walk; for in some vague way he had formed the purpose of touching the
heart-strings of this rare girl with grey pathetic eyes. Accordingly
he affected an interest, which he was far from feeling, in his friend's
affairs, expressing indignation at his conduct, and sympathy with his
wife, and everything he said found a ready echo in the girl's heart.
In this way he had gone far towards winning her confidence, and
establishing a kind of friendly feeling between them. That little
tentative speech about his mistake had produced the right effect and
had made her anxious; it would serve his purpose best, he concluded, to
satisfy her curiosity.
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