Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Constance was not in the least affected by this glittering vision of the
future; she made no reply, but with eyes cast down and a face expressing
only pain she moved from his side, and sat down to her work once more.
To be deprived of her beloved friend, whose friendship was so much to
her in her solitary life, and whose place in her heart no other could
take, and for so slight a cause, seemed very hard and very strange. Why
did her husband consider her so little in this matter? This she asked
herself, and a suspicion which had floated vaguely in her mind before
began to take form. Was this slight cause the real cause of so harsh a
determination? Since he loved her, and was invariably kind and tender,
it seemed more like a pretext. She remembered that from the first he
had depreciated Fan, and had sometimes shown irritation at her visiting
them; did he fear that some disagreeable secret of his past life, known
to Fan, might be betrayed by her? It was a painful suspicion and made
her silent.
Merton was also silent; to himself he said, “I knew that it would grieve
her a little at first, but she is not unreasonable, and in a short time
she will come round to my opinion. The girl is well enough, but not a
fit associate for my wife, and it is better to get rid of-her now before
making new friends.”
At half-past ten o'clock Constance, still silent, took her candle and
went to her bedroom, still with that secret trouble gnawing at her
heart.
Merton found a book and read until past twelve, and then came to
the conclusion that the author was an ass. It happened that he knew
something about the author; he knew, for instance, that he was a married
man, and lived in a pretty house at Richmond, and gave garden-parties,
to which a great many well-known people went. Well, if this scribbler
could make enough by his twaddling books to live in that style, what
might not he, Merton, make?
His wife's entrance just then interrupted his pleasant thoughts. She
had risen from her bed after lying awake two or three hours, and came
in with a light wrapper over her nightdress, and her hair unbound on her
shoulders. “Is it not getting very late, Merton?” she asked.
“Connie, come here,” he said, regarding her with some surprise, and then
drawing her on to his knee. “My dear girl, you have been crying.”
“Yes, ever since I went to bed. But I didn't think you would notice, I
did not mean you to know it.”
“Why not, darling? I am very sorry that what I said about Fan distresses
you so much. But why should you hide any grief, little or great, from
me, dearest?” he added, caressing her hair.
“I have never hidden anything from you, Merton, only to-night I felt
strongly inclined to conceal what was in my mind. Let me tell you what
it is; and will you, Merton, on your part, be as open with me and show
the same confidence in my love that I have in yours?”
“Assuredly I will, Connie. We shall never be happy if we hide anything
from each other.”
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