Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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MY DEAR SISTER [he wrote], I fear I have offended you more deeply than
ever; I was scarcely sane when I saw you to-day. Try, for God's sake, to
forget it. I am leaving London to-morrow for a few weeks, and trust that
when I return you will let me see you again; for until you assure me
with your own lips, Fan, that I am forgiven, the thought of my behaviour
to-day will be a constant misery. And will you in the meantime let
yourself be guided by Mr. Travers, who was our father's solicitor
and friend, and who can tell you what his last wishes about you were?
Whatever you may receive from Mr. Travers will come to you, _not from
me,_ but from your father. If Mr. Travers asks you to his house please
go, and look on him as your best friend. I believe that Mr. Tytherleigh
intends calling on you to-morrow at one o'clock, and I think that he has
already informed your employer that it will not be convenient for you to
attend again at Regent Street.
Good-bye for a time, dear sister, and try, try to think as kindly as you
can of Your affectionate brother,
ARTHUR EDEN.
This letter had the effect of dissipating every sad and anxious thought,
and Fan undressed and went to bed, only to lie awake thinking of her
happiness. Her heart was overflowing with love for her brother; for how
great a comfort, a joy, it was to know that after all that had happened
he was good and not bad! He was indeed more than good in the ordinary
sense of the word, for what kindness and generosity and delicacy he had
displayed towards her in his letter. So far did her leniency go that she
even repeated his mad words, “Darling, I love you, you cannot conceive
how much,” again and again with a secret satisfaction; for how hard it
would have been if that passionate love he had felt for her, which
only the discovery of their close relationship had made sinful, or
inconvenient, had changed to aversion or cold indifference; and
this would certainly have happened if Arthur Eden had not been so
noble-minded a person.
When morning came she could not endure the thought that he was going
away without that assurance from her own lips of which he had spoken.
Mr. Tytherleigh would call to see her at one o'clock, but there were
three or four long hours to get rid of before then, and in the end she
dressed herself and went boldly to his apartments in Albemarle Street,
where she arrived about eleven o'clock.
The servant who answered her knock did not know whether she could see
Mr. Eden, and summoned her mistress.
“Mr. Eden has only been home about an hour,” said this lady, a little
stiffly. “He said he was going to sleep, and that he was not to be
disturbed on any account.”
“But he is going to leave town to-day, and I _must_ see him,” returned
Fan. Then, with a blush brightening her cheeks, she added, “I am his
sister.”
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