Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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“Scarcely,” he returned, with the regulation solicitor smile. “I think I
have heard that Mr. Travers will see you himself before long. Perhaps
he will make it clear to you, for I confess that it must seem a little
puzzling to you just now.”
“When shall I see Mr. Travers?”
“I cannot say. He is an elderly man, not very strong, and does not often
go out of his way. In the meantime, I hope you will take my word for it
that it is all right, and that when you require money you will freely
use your cheque-book.”
And that was all the explanation she got from Mr. Tytherleigh.
Fan, alone in her fine apartments, her occupation gone, found the time
hang heavily on her hands. To read a little, embroider a little, walk
a little in Hyde Park each day, was all she could do until Mr. Travers
should come to her and explain everything and be her guide and friend.
But the slow hours, the long hot days passed, and Mr. Travers still
delayed his coming, until to her restless heart the leisure she enjoyed
seemed a weariness and the freedom a delusion. Every day she spent more
and more time out of doors. At home the profound silence and seeming
emptiness of the house served but to intensify her craving for
companionship. Her landlady, who was her own cook, never entered into
conversation with her, and only came to her once or twice a day to ask
her what she would have to eat. But to Fan it was no pleasure to sit
down to eat by herself, and for her midday meal she was satisfied to
have a mutton chop with a potato--that hideously monotonous mutton chop
and potato which so many millions of unimaginative Anglo-Saxons are
content to swallow on each recurring day. And Mrs. Fay, her landlady,
had a soul; and her skill in cooking was her pride and glory. Cookery
was to her what poetry and the worship of Humanity, and Esoteric
Buddhism are to others; and from the time when she began life as a
kitchen-maid in a small hotel, she had followed her art with singleness
of purpose and unflagging zeal. She felt it as a kind of degradation to
have a lodger in her house who was satisfied to order a mutton chop
and a potato day after day. It was no wonder then that she grew more
reticent and dark-browed and sullen every day, and that she went about
the house like a person perpetually brooding over some dark secret. Some
awful midnight crime, perhaps--some beautiful and unhappy young heiress,
left in her charge, and smothered with a pillow for yellow gold, still
haunting her in Quebec Street. So might one have imagined; but it would
have been a mistake, for the poor woman was haunted by nothing more
ghastly than the image of her lodger's mutton chop and potato. And at
last she could endure it no longer, and spoke out.
“I beg your pardon for saying it, Miss,” she said in an aggrieved tone,
“but I think it very strange you can't order anything better for your
dinner.”
“It does very well for me,” said Fan innocently. “I never feel very
hungry when I'm alone.”
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