Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
General
Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
Fiction
Sitting in the shade in Hyde Park, she had begun to find a vague
pleasure in recognising individuals she had seen and noticed on
previous occasions in the moving well-dressed crowd--the same tall spare
military-looking gentleman with the grey moustache; the same three slim
pretty girls with golden hair and dressed alike in grey and terra-cotta;
the same two young gentlemen together, both wearing tight morning
coats, silk hats, and tan gloves, but in their faces so different! one
colourless, thoughtful, with eyes bent down; the other burnt brown by
tropical heats and looking so glad to be in London once more. Were they
brothers, or dear friends, reunited after a long separation, with many
strange experiences to tell? To see them again day after day was like
seeing people she knew; it was pleasant and painful at the same time.
But as the slow heavy days went on, and after all her preparations were
complete, and still other days remained to be got through before she
could leave London, the dissatisfied feeling grew in her until she
thought that it would be a joy even to meet that poor laundry-woman
who had given her shelter at Dudley Grove, only to look once more into
familiar friendly eyes. During these days the memory of Constance and
Mary was persistently with her; for these two had become associated
together in her mind, as if the two distinct periods of her life at
Dawson Place and Eyethorne had been the same, and she could not think of
one without the other. She had loved and still loved them both so much;
they were both so beautiful and strong and proud in their different
ways; and in their strength perhaps both had alike despised her weak
clinging nature, had grown tired of her affection. And at last this
perpetual want in her heart, this disquieting “passion of the past,”
reached its culminating point, when, one day after dinner, she went out
for a short stroll in the park.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account