Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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How familiar it looked, lovely and peaceful under the hot July sun; the
detached houses set well back from the road, still radiant as of old
with flowers in the windows and gardens! It was strangely quiet, and
only two persons beside herself were walking there--a lady with a girl
of ten or twelve carrying a bunch of water-lilies in her hand, which she
had probably just bought at Westbourne Grove. They passed her, talking
and laughing, and went into one of the houses; and after that it seemed
stiller than ever. Only a sparrow burst out into blithe chirruping
notes, which had a strangely joyous ring in them. And here where she had
expected greater pain her pain was healed. Something from far, something
mysterious, seemed to rest on that spot, to make it unlike all other
places within the great city. What was it--this calm which stilled her
throbbing heart; this touch of glory and subtle fragrance entering her
soul and turning all bitterness there to sweetness? Perhaps the shy
spirit of life and loveliness, mother of men and of wild-flowers and
grasses, had come to it, bringing a whiter sunshine and the mystic
silence of her forests, and touching every flowery petal with her
invisible finger to make it burn like fire, and giving a ringing
woodland music to the sparrow's voice.
In that brightness and silence she could walk there, thinking calmly of
the vanished days. How real it all seemed--Mary, and her life with Mary:
all the rest of her life seemed pale and dream-like in comparison, and
the images of all other men and women looked dim in her mind when she
thought of the woman, sweet, strong, and passion-rocked, who had taken
her to her heart. Slowly she walked along the pavement, looking at each
well-known house as she passed, and when she reached the house where
she had lived, walking slower still, while her eyes rested lovingly,
lingeringly on it. And as she passed it, both to leave it so soon, it
occurred to her that she could easily invent some innocent pretext for
calling. She would see the lady of the house to ask for Miss Starbrow's
present address. Not that she would ever write to Mary again, even if
the address were known, but it would be an excuse to go to the door
with, to see the interior once more--the shady tessellated hall, perhaps
the drawing-room. Turning in at the gate, she ascended the broad white
steps, and their whiteness made her smile a little sadly, reminding her
of the old dark days before Mary had been her friend.
Her knock was answered by a neat-looking parlourmaid.
“I called to see the lady of the house,” said Fan. “Is she in?”
“Yes, miss; will you please walk in,” and she led the way to the
drawing-room. “What name shall I say, miss?” said the girl.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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