Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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“This dream, as I said, returned to him night after night, and so preyed
on his mind that he interpreted it as a command from some Superior Power
to seek out this lost child and save her. I tried my best to argue him
out of his delusion, for I was convinced that it was nothing more; but
seeing him so determined, and so fully persuaded in his own mind that
unless he made atonement his sins would not be forgiven, I gave way,
and had inquiries made in various directions. I advertised for Margaret
Affleck; for I could not, of course, advertise for a child of whose
existence there was not any evidence. But though we advertised a
great many times both in the London and Norfolk papers--Colonel Eden
remembered that the girl belonged to Norfolk--we could not find the
right person. Colonel Eden, however, still clung to the belief that
the daughter he believed in would eventually be found, and he even
contemplated adding a clause to his will, in which everything was left
unconditionally to his son, to make provision for her. This intention
was not carried out, but shortly before his death he told me that he had
left a sealed letter for his son, who was abroad at the time, informing
him of the dream, or revelation, and asking him to continue the search,
and to provide generously for the child when she should be found. He
never for a moment seemed to doubt that she would be found; but his
belief was that we would find in her not, my dear girl, one like
yourself--fresh and unsullied as the flower in your hand, beautiful in
spirit as in person.”
“What did he believe you would find? Will you please tell me, Mr.
Travers?” said Fan, a tremor in her voice.
“He believed when he had that dream that you were in the lowest depths
of poverty--in misery, and exposed to all the dangers and temptations
which surround a destitute young girl, motherless perhaps, and
friendless, and homeless, in London. Dear child, I cannot tell you
all or what he feared,” he finished, putting his hand lightly on her
shoulder.
There were tears in her eyes, and she averted her face to hide the rush
of crimson to her cheeks.
Mr. Travers continued: “The news of Colonel Eden's death reached Arthur
in Mexico, and he came home at once. He showed me the letter I have
mentioned, and asked me to advise him what to do. But from the first
he had taken the same view of the matter which I had taken, and which I
suppose that ninety-nine men out of every hundred would take, and I must
say that he did not do much to find the girl, nor was there anything to
be done after our advertisements had failed. The rest of the story you
know, Miss Eden. When I last saw your brother I told him that after
making your acquaintance, if I found you what he had painted, I should
in all probability tell you this story, and he made no objection. I fear
it has given you pain, still it was best that you should know it. And
perhaps now you will not think that your brother was wrong in opening
his heart to me.”
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