Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Her long fast and the excitement she had experienced, with so many
lonely hours of suspense after it, began to tell on her and make her
sleepy. It was eleven o'clock; she heard the servants going round to
fasten doors and turn off the gas, and finally they passed her landing
on their way to bed. It was getting very cold, and giving up all hope
of being called by her mistress, she closed the window and, with an
old table-cover for covering, coiled herself up on the sofa and went to
sleep.
When she woke it was with a start; her face had grown very cold, and she
felt a warm hand touching her cheek. The hand was quickly withdrawn when
she woke, and looking round Fan saw someone seated by her, and although
there was only the starlight from the window in the dim room, she knew
that it was her mistress. She raised herself to a sitting position on
the sofa, but without speaking. All her bitter, resentful feelings had
suddenly rushed back to her heart.
“Well, you have condescended to wake at last,” said Miss Starbrow. “Do
you know that it is nearly one o'clock in the morning?”
“No,” returned Fan.
“No! well then, I say yes. It is nearly one o'clock. Do you intend to
keep me here waiting your pleasure all night, I wonder!”
“I don't want you to come here. I had no place to sleep because you
locked me out of your room.”
“And for an excellent reason,” said the other sharply. “How could
I admit you into my room after the outrageous scene I witnessed
downstairs! You seem to think that you can behave just how you like in
my house, and that it will make no difference.”
Fan was silent.
“Oh, very well, Miss Fan, if you have nothing to say for yourself!”
“What do you want me to say?”
“Say! I wonder at the question. I want you to tell me the truth, of
course. That is, if you can. How did it all happen--you must tell me
everything just as it occurred, without concealment or prevarication.”
Fan related the facts simply and clearly; she remembered every word the
Captain had spoken only too well.
“I wish I knew whether you have told me the simple truth or not,” said
Miss Starbrow.
“May God strike me dead if I'm not telling the truth!” said Fan.
“There, that will do. A young lady is supposed to be able to answer
a question with a simple yes or no, without swearing about it like a
bargee on the Regent's Canal.”
“Then why don't you believe me when I say yes and no, and--and why
didn't you ask me before you struck me?”
“I shouldn't have struck you if I had not thought you were a little to
blame. It is not likely. You ought to know that after all my kindness to
you--but I dare say that is all forgotten. I declare I have been treated
most shamefully!” And here she dropped her face into her hands and began
crying.
But the girl felt no softening of the heart; that strange fire was still
burning in her, and she could only think of the cruel words, the unjust
blow.
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