Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
General
Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
Fiction
“On the contrary, you shall walk there as often as you like--I had
almost said whether you like it or not; and in the Grove, where you are
still more likely to meet him.” She spoke angrily; but after a while
added, “He couldn't well have done less than notice you when he met you,
and I do not think you need be afraid of anything. It is not likely
that he would address you. He put an altogether false complexion on that
affair yesterday--a cowardly thing to do, and caused us both a great
deal of pain, and for that I shall never forgive him. Think no more
about it, Fan.”
It was pretty plain, however, that she permitted herself to think more
about it; for during the next few days she was by no means cheerful,
while her moody fits and bursts of temper were more frequent than
usual. Then, one Wednesday evening, when Fan assisted her in dressing
to receive her visitors, she seemed all at once to have recovered her
spirits, and talked to the girl and laughed in a merry light-hearted
way.
“Poor Fan, how dull it must always be for you on a Wednesday evening,
sitting here so long by yourself,” she said.
“Oh no, Mary, I always open the door and listen to the music; I like the
singing so much.”
“That reminds me,” said Miss Starbrow. “Who do you think is coming this
evening?”
“Captain Horton,” she answered promptly.
Miss Starbrow laughed. “Yes; how quick you are at guessing. I must tell
you all about it; and do you know, Fan, I find it very delightful to
have a dear trusty girl to talk to. I suppose you have noticed how
cross I have been all these days. It was all on account of that man. He
offended me so much that day that I made up my mind never to speak to
him again. But he is very sorry; besides, he looked on you as little
more than a child, and really meant it only for a joke. And so I
have half forgiven him, and shall let him visit me again, but only on
Wednesday evenings when there will be others. I shall not allow him to
come whenever he likes, as he used to do. Fan was silent. Miss Starbrow,
sitting before the glass, read the ill-concealed trouble in the girl's
face reflected there.
“Now don't be foolish, Fan, and think no more about it,” she said. “You
are very young--not nearly sixteen yet, and gentlemen look on girls of
that age as scarcely more than children, and think it no harm to kiss
them. He's a thoughtless fellow, and doesn't always do what is right,
but he certainly did not think any harm or he would not have acted that
way in my house. That's what he says, and I know very well when I hear
the truth.”
After finishing her hair, Miss Starbrow, not yet satisfied that she had
removed all disagreeable impression, turned round and said, “Now, my
solemn-faced girl, why are you so silent? Are you going to be cross with
me? Don't you think I know best what is right and believe what I tell
you?”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account