Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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“You have improved wonderfully, Fan, since you first came,” she said,
“but I fear that this kind of improvement will not be of much practical
use, and my conscience is not quite satisfied about you. I have taken
this responsibility on myself, and must not go on shutting my eyes to
it. Some day it will be necessary for you to go out into the world to
earn your own living; that is what we have got to think about. Remember
that you can't have me always to take care of you; I might go abroad, or
die, or get married, and then you would be left to your own resources.
You couldn't make your living by simply looking pretty; you must be
useful as well as ornamental; and I have taught you nothing--teaching is
not in my line. It would be a thousand pities if you were ever to sink
down to the servant-girl level: we must think of something better than
that. A young lady generally aspires to be a governess. But then
she must know everything--music, drawing, French, German, Latin,
mathematics, algebra; all that she must have at her finger-ends, and be
able to gabble political economy, science, and metaphysics to boot. All
that is beyond you--unattainable as the stars. But you needn't break
your heart about it. She doesn't get much. Her wages are about equal to
those of a kitchen-maid, who can't spell, but only peel potatoes. And
the more learned she is, the more she is disliked and snubbed by her
betters; and she never marries, in spite of what the _Family Herald_
says, but goes on toiling until she is fifty, and then retires to live
alone on fifteen shillings a week in some cheap lodging for the remnant
of her dreary life. No, poor Fan, you can't hope to be anything as grand
as a governess.”
Fan laughed a little: she had grown accustomed to and understood
this half-serious mocking style of speech in which her mistress often
indulged.
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