Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's LifeHudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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Fan : The Story of a Young Girl's Life
Hudson, W. H. (William Henry)
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But Miss Starbrow had not been entirely bound up in the girl: she had
other affections and interests in life, and great as the shock had been
and the succeeding anger, she had recovered her self-possession, and had
set herself to banish Fan from her remembrance. She was ashamed to let
her servants and friends see how deeply she had been wounded by the
little starving wretch she had compassionately rescued from the streets.
Outwardly she did not appear much affected; and when Rosie, with
well-feigned surprise, asked if the police were not to be employed
to trace the stolen articles and arrest the thief, she only laughed
carelessly and replied: “No; she has punished herself enough already,
and the trinkets have no doubt been sold before now, and could not be
traced.”
Rosie hurried away to hide the relief she felt, for she had been
trembling to think what might happen if some cunning detective were to
be employed to make investigations in the house.
Now, however, when Mary began to recover from the amazement caused by
Fan's narrative, a dull rage took such complete possession of her that
it left no room for any other feeling. The girl sitting there with bent
head seemed no more to her than some stranger who had just come in, and
about whom she knew and cared nothing. All that Fan had suffered was
forgotten: she only thought of herself, of the outrage on her feelings,
of the vile treachery of the man who had pretended to love her, whom she
had loved and had treated so kindly, helping him with money and in other
ways, and forgiving him again and again when he had offended her. She
could not rest or sit still when she thought of it, and she thought of
it continually and of nothing else. She rose and paced the room, pausing
at every step, and turning herself from side to side, like some savage
animal, strong and lithe and full of deadly rage, but unable to spring,
trapped and shut within iron bars. Her face had changed to a livid
white, and looked hard and pitiless, and her eyes had a fixed stony
stare like those of a serpent. And at intervals, as she moved about the
room, she clenched her hands with such energy that the nails wounded her
palms. And from time to time her rage would rise to a kind of frenzy,
and find expression in a voice strangely harsh and unnatural, deeper
than a man's, and then suddenly rising to a shrill piercing key that
startled Fan and made her tremble. Poor Fan! that little burst of
transitory anger she had experienced in the Gardens seemed now only a
pitifully weak exhibition compared with the black tempest raging in this
strong, undisciplined woman's soul.
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