Far above rubies (Vol. 2 of 3) : $b A novelRiddell, J. H., Mrs.
General
Far above rubies (Vol. 2 of 3) : $b A novel
Riddell, J. H., Mrs.
Fiction
He had heard men say they never valued a mother’s love till it could be
given to them never more. Was this what Miss Hope desired to imply? Did
she think Heather delicate? Did she imagine there was any fear of her
fading away and leaving him? What would his life be without Heather? Who
would ever again bear with him, think for him, love him, like the woman
whom he now feared to face,—whom he now rode slowly on to meet, slowly
though he knew she was waiting and watching for his arrival?
What a game of cross-purposes love is altogether! What a stake some
people throw down on the board, what despairing losers many walk forth
again into the world!
Make your game, gentlemen, make your game, it is all a matter of
business! The world must not stand still, even though hearts be broken.
Make your game! The game is made, and here is the result: a great
intellect mated to a fool, a fond woman mismatched with a weak, or
brutal, or unloving husband!
What, complaining? You played for happiness and you have lost. There are
other gamblers coming forward—pray stand aside.
Or it is a lottery, and the people come up to draw. Only a doll, only an
idiot, a shrew, a tyrant, a faithless husband, a coquettish wife, a
plausible pretender: a woman all paint and padding, all affectation and
extravagance,—a man polished enough in his manners, yet coarse and
repulsive in the ordinary course of every-day domestic life!
And you grumble? Pray, Sir, and Madam, did you not pay your money and
take your chance? Have you not drawn _something_ out of the matrimonial
lottery? It does not suit you? Oh! we can have no exchanges here! there
are your goods, take them. “Here’s a lottery in which no man draws a
blank!” and so forth till the end of time; so forth, while the men and
the women go home with their purchases, and shrine them or curse them,
according as the goods suit or their tempers incline.
What a game of cross-purposes! what a lottery of incongruous chances!
What a singular thing that Arthur and Heather should ever have married!
What a still more marvellous affair, that only after the years, the
possibility should occur to him of her affection weakening, of her love
decaying!
What an awful mistake it is men and women alike make, when they imagine
that because love has been, love will be, always!
As though there were any human attachment which constant dropping could
not wear away; as though the devotion existed which neglect and
distrust, unkindness and coldness, would not ultimately alienate!
Can the tendrils go on for ever feeling after a support which is removed
from them? Will there not come a day when they will either wither away,
or otherwise turn elsewhere for something around which to twine? Was
that what Miss Hope meant? or did she only intend to imply that one day,
when he wanted the love, and the help, and the companionship he now
spurned, he should stretch forth his hands in vain to meet only vacancy?
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