Far above rubies (Vol. 2 of 3) : $b A novelRiddell, J. H., Mrs.
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Far above rubies (Vol. 2 of 3) : $b A novel
Riddell, J. H., Mrs.
Fiction
Many a time in the after-days, when all the important events and
exciting interviews of that period of his life had become blurred and
indistinct, there would rise up before Arthur Dudley’s mental sight a
vision of a woman kneeling beside him in the fire-light, of a soft,
tender voice entreating him to tell her all—of white hands clasped
tightly, in mute supplication—of eyes uplifted, pleading for a fuller
confidence, for more perfect faith and love.
Did he give her any one of the things she thus silently asked for? Ah!
it is hard for a man who has started on a wrong road to retrace his
steps; it is well-nigh impossible for any one who has been led on, and
on, from less to more, from little to much, to go back to the beginning,
and explain circumstantially how he has gradually become entangled,
deeper and deeper; how, meaning to put forth for only a short sail, he
has drifted away to lands he never intended visiting—to shores where he
encountered strange people and formed undesirable acquaintances,
destined to change the whole course of his life, to make a difference in
his career here, and, it may be—who can tell?—in his state hereafter.
So he was not frank, and the chance of a full and free understanding
between the husband and wife ebbed back among the waves, to be restored
by them no more.
He told her precisely what he had determined to tell: he said he had
been offered the secretaryship; that he considered it too good a
proposal to refuse, and so he closed with it at once. He was eloquent
concerning the relief such a salary must bring; he described all the
advantages a residence in town would ensure; was fluent about the house
in Lincoln’s Inn Fields—the wide staircase, the lofty rooms, the airy
situation, the pleasant gardens of the Square; and then he wound up by
saying, that the only drawback to his perfect happiness and contentment
in the matter, was his fear lest Heather should object to living in
town—lest, being so much attached to Berrie Down, she should dislike
leaving it.
As he said this he took courage and turned and looked at her, and,
behold! the sad, lonely expression was gone, and another, more
difficult, perhaps, to analyze, had come in its place.
“Arthur,” she answered, and the low, sweet voice—in which, as I wrote
once before, there was a great virtue of leisure—was broken neither by
sorrow nor passion, as she spoke, “I love Berrie Down much, but I love
you better; I had not seen this place when I married you. You need not
be afraid of it parting us now.”
And that was all! The dreaded confession was made, and this was how she
took it. Could anything have been quieter, calmer, more satisfactory?
Yes; if she had been vexed and angry, Arthur could have understood her
better. If she had cross-questioned him, and uttered reproaches about
his not having previously made a confidante of her, he would have
escaped that sense of something being amiss which fell like ice upon his
heart.
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