Far above rubies (Vol. 3 of 3) : $b A novelRiddell, J. H., Mrs.
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Far above rubies (Vol. 3 of 3) : $b A novel
Riddell, J. H., Mrs.
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He was a sinner—he was all Alick had said; over and over again the youth
kept repeating these statements to himself; over and over he found it
necessary to refresh his spirit with them, for his conscience did not
feel quite satisfied concerning the interview.
Still he had done right, and though the right might be unpleasant and
ungracious, it was nevertheless necessary to be performed. Young though
he might be, Alick Dudley knew enough of human nature to be aware Mr.
Croft was for some reason or other in very grievous trouble: to be
confident, he never would have spoken to him had the subject not been
one, as he implied, of vital importance to his peace; but what of that?
If he were in trouble, so much the better; if he were anxious and
grieved, it was nothing but what he deserved.
He had been kind to Lally, it is true; but, again, what of that? In the
eyes of Alick Dudley, Douglas Aymescourt Croft seemed the incarnation of
evil, of hypocrisy, of treachery, and of sin.
With all his heart and with all his soul, Alick hated the man—hated him
all the more, perhaps, because he felt quite confident, if Mr. Croft
once told his tale to Heather, he would deceive her also somehow,
perhaps even move her to pity.
And Alick held in those days the pleasant creed, that no human being who
went wrong should ever be pitied. Not even the look of Mr. Croft’s face,
as he stood eager and anxious, waiting for Alick’s answer, had been able
to soften the youth. Rather, in his stern rectitude, he now blamed
himself for having been over-lenient, for having been unduly tender to
this wretch who had deceived Bessie, and wrought for her perhaps such
misery as he himself was unable to contemplate calmly.
Out and away with him; on a gallows as high as Haman’s, Alick would
willingly have hung him; and, after all, to come to me! thought this
modern Joshua—to come to me!
Ay, there was Mr. Croft’s mistake; perhaps he never had been very young
himself, or perhaps the feelings of his youth lay so far back in the
book of years, that he forgot how stern and hard young people, who can
be trusted, usually are in their judgments. Be this as it may, the
result of the interview had proved different to what he expected, and he
returned to the Hollow, smiling a little bitterly as he thought time
would teach Alick Dudley a different lesson; that possibly out of his
own experience he might after a while acquire a little toleration in
judging of others. And in this idea, who may say Douglas Croft was
wrong?
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