Far above rubies (Vol. 3 of 3) : $b A novelRiddell, J. H., Mrs.
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Far above rubies (Vol. 3 of 3) : $b A novel
Riddell, J. H., Mrs.
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“You do not draw away from me—you do not regard me as a pariah,” Bessie
continued. “If I were to go to my mother now, and tell her what I am
about to tell you, she would order me out of the house, and address me
for ever after with the doorchain up. Do you understand me clearly,
Heather Dudley?” she said, almost impatiently. “I am not a married
woman, and yet I am a mother! Shall I fetch your shawl and bonnet, and
send for a cab, and bid you farewell for ever? Don’t you hate to touch
me? Is the room not oppressive in which I breathe the same air with
you?” and, as she spoke, Bessie rose excitedly, and would have moved
farther away but that Heather caught and chid her for her want of faith.
“I am your friend, love,” she said in the low tone which had such a
virtue of healing and leisure in it—“not your judge. We are woman to
woman now, Bessie, tell me what you will.”
Then Bessie, flinging herself on her knees, buried her face in the folds
of Heather’s dress, and sobbed aloud. “I have sinned,” she said, “I have
sinned, but not willingly; my greatest guilt was my deceitfulness, my
sly ingratitude.”
“You were deceitful,” Heather answered. “Oh! Bessie, how could you, how
was it possible for you, to engage yourself to Gilbert Harcourt, caring,
as you must have done——”
“Heather, you are wrong,” broke in Bessie; “I was engaged to Gilbert
Harcourt before I ever saw the—the—father of my child. You know what a
life I had at home; you know any life would have seemed preferable to
that. Across it in an unlucky hour Mr. Harcourt walked. He fell in love
with me—he was a good creature and a kindly, and so, though I did not
care for him in the least, I said yes when he asked me to marry him—said
yes, prompted and badgered thereto by my mother, and so became engaged.
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